I stare into the eyes of someone unknown
Someone who's lost without a home..stuck in a world where i dont belong..i cant shed no tears cause i have to stay strong..
I realize the man before me is no longer a man but a certainty..

My personality has disappointed me
I cant do anything for myself..but sit and dream of fame,fortune and wealth..
My reality was appointed to me
And im sorry
Im sorry for who I am
Who've Ive been
And who I'll be
Im sorry Ive never been
What you wanted to see
And that I cannot be anything
Other than me..
There is some power that controls me..
something won't let me be me..
My fear of life
Caused by a blurred sight
Only hurts me....
My silence no longer protects me
The world does nothing but reject me..
My heart has never felt anything
Worth feeling..
Loves hands have never touched me..
Never hugged me..
Love never grabbed me by the hand..Love has never lived in me..
My heart has a hole
which may never be full
Because love looks beyond me..
Beyond my body
A man lies weeping..
Beyond my soul
i see darkness..
Beyond
My existence
A man is scared to be..
Scared to see..
Scared to believe..That someone is out there who could love me..
Im scared to share with others what love would mean to me..
What a best friend could do for me..
Im scared to confess my reality..
maybe Im lonely
Because of something about me..
Maybe Im not loved because of something thats inside of me..
Maybe Im not understood because I have chosen to be Utouched, Unhurt
Because I have felt unloved..
And so Ive lived
Without a word
Of who I am to me...
Mostly because Im still unsure of who I want to be..
or maybe you've never been sure of who you want to see..
Who you wish I could be..
you're not to blame
Because I myself do no believe.. that my goals in life i will achieve..
i must move foward...on the past i cannot dwell..on the path to heaven but i must fight to get out of this hell.....I BELIEVE IN ME!!!

Very Cool!

Great write, believing in you is the key

enjoyed this, from the gut, from the soul, peace