I am torturing myself on purpose
Skinning myself alive
Reaching into my bloody guts
Killing myself just to find
A bone that does not ache
A muscle that still believes
That I could ever be allowed to take
A restful moment to breathe
Without getting caught in the web
Spinning itself around me
Without watching the words I’ve said
Pile up and drown me
In the pool of my past
I’ll be whatever you need
Just don’t ever ask
Me to sit and watch you bleed
Cause my heart is on my sleeve
And I wanna take my shirt off
And I want to be
The fire that burns the bridges you cross
I want your friends to hate me
And force you to say
“You know, really, you disgust me
But I can’t wash you away.”
Love is just so close to hate
So play your cards right
And then you just may
Make yourself an enemy tonight
I’m laying here at your mercy
Soaked in your infidelities
You say you never meant to hurt me
And you sell me, oh, you sell me


***And on that note, I'm not going to be posting here anymore (or at least for a while). Something has happened that has made me very uncomfortable with being here, let alone sharing myself and my thoughts.***

Very powerfull!

sorry to see you leave:

Sorry to hear that. Goodluck!

That was very powerful yet so sad that one would get so wrapped up within another they no longer exists themselves.

Sorry to hear your having a problem here.

I'm only a e-mail away hit me up if you need someone to talk to

(((myanimalc))) take care

Thank you for your thoughts (((isaac , master , Txs , Harold )))

I'll still be around...just not posting.