~list ten things you would like to say to someone but never would.
~don't say who they are.
~never talk about it again.

you first...so I can copy off you

How about a paragraph

I want to be able to look into your eyes every morning when we wake up. I want to be that person you always wondered if he was out there. I want to do all the things you only dream about and only see in movies, i want to do this just because you in turn meet me half way

to ex wife:

1.@#$%^&
2.#$%^&*
3.#$%^&*(
4.@#$%^
5.#$%^&*(&*
6.@#$%^&*
7.@#$%^&*(
8.!@#$%^&
9.%^&*()!
10.@#$%^&*()%^&*(!and die

you broke the rules!

aww this is very romantic.
I think you should tell her! right now!

hmmm This is a tough one.. I need to let that marinate for a minute...
I'll get right on it..

oh its no one, =( its how id like to treat a woman someday, granted this is somthing i could never admit

1) If I could go back to my childhood and undo my mistakes I would, but that doesn't change the promise that you made but didn't follow through on. I hope, just once, it has crossed your mind to say a silent apology to me.

2) Yours is a fate that is more subject to your whim than you realize. I'm sorry if I haven't been the example you needed to make your life only slightly better than the one you were dealt. I'm sorry I ever left you. I'm sorry I strive for better and I ask for more but I assure you that it was only to share the profit with you. I hope you find love and security and peace but I'm not sure I can be a part of your life until you understand that these things are worth fighting for. Family is and always will be your only constant.

3) I thank God everyday for the love you gave to me. You saved my life before I knew it needed saving. Every day I live with the hope of make you proud. I will love you for the rest of my days and should we ever meet again I promise to not let you go for even a minute.

4) I wish we were closer. I don't know when this wedge came between us but it is a constant ache that leaves me with the fear of a child. I worry about your health. I worry that I will never be able to have an honest conversation with you. I regret not understanding where you were coming from for so many years. I resent the sacrifices you made. I wish you were stronger. I wish you had your mother. I wish I knew your mother. I wish you knew how amazing you can be and I wish you were strong enough to demand what you deserve.

5) I have an immeasurable respect for your contribution but I wish you had more compassion. I'm waiting for the day that you can't turn on a dime. I want you to quit drinking. I'm sorry I didn't recognize what it took to be you. I hope that you learn to let go of your hate so that you can be the person we see in you.

6) Thank you for loving me, thank you for understanding and thank you for accepting me.

7) I can't express the friend you have been to me. No literally, I can't. For some reason the words don't come out when we talk. I wish I was your best friend. I'm so proud of your family. I admire your courage and your dedication to a relationship that your people thought would fail. I hope you know how important you are to my life and I hope I am a shadow of the friend that you have been to me.

8) I miss our talks. I miss your humor and your laugh and your brain. You are so ****ing smart it blows my mind and irritates the crap out of me at the same time. You will be the best damn lawyer ever. Oh and -1 and -1 will never be +1, I don't care how many math degrees you have.

9) I haven't seen you since you were 4 years old. I don't even know if you remember me. I hope you absorb only the best parts of what we have in common. I hope one day to meet the man that you have become. We are family, hate it or love it...maybe someday we can act like it.

10) Don't impress. Don't act. Don't try. For once, just be.

Thats what I was just thinking...crazy

thats deep

you're such a cheater!

well, it's very sweet.

it think yours was better actually, woman like those are hard to find, he was lucky

1. If you only knew how I really feel, words would be obsolete.

2. Do you know how to wash a freakin' dish???

3. Do not let him control you. Control is an illusion for the delusional. The only thing you can control in life is yourself.

4. For the love of God! Please clean up after yourself!

5. Tricks are for kids!

6. Be careful! What you think, you become! So think nice thoughts.

7. Pleeeease use a condom! Sex is like a box of chocolates.. You never know what you're going to get!

8. Just remember life's simple pleasures. Is anything good enough for you???

9. If you ever need anything, you must ask! I'm not a mind reader. lol

10. Last, but not least.. Lean on me.... When you're not strong... And I'll be your friend.. I'll help you carry on..

correction..."we" were lucky =)

finally a totally unprompted and serious response to my post haha! good job m'lady =)

Hey im just looking for someone to meet me half way, i just have to know why would someone like you ever have to go through such a hard time, well i imagine it was hard. You seem so well-rounded and rather interesting, at least from previous posts i have seen.

Thank ya miss!

Nice post by the way. Very deep and heart felt.