A blackened soul is all that remains
One person destroyed while the other gains
Stuck alone with clothes and papers on the floor
The mess I made of my life, you made it more
Letting go of the only emotions that mattered to me
Holding on to the love fueling the hating
And this house seems mighty cold
I feel like I'm getting old
my joints cracking and heart hurting
Complaining about working
This life of disappointment and mediocrity
Is killing me

So I walk on in the fog lost
No candle to light my way home
Not the man I thought I was
I'm just weak alone
So now I violently push away
Any chance at any pleasure at all
No love means no pain
If I was never built up, I'd never fall

Red love letters that I held on to after you left
Stained from the blood that I let drip on it
Seeing your face when I close my eyes
wondering how it will looks when I finally die
Love has failed and will again
so I'll take away the respect that i had given
Death to what I was and to what I'll become
I wish the worst for you and your new someone

This does not suck...and sorry you are hurting. Good write

WOW!!!!
That is sad and beautiful at the same time.

it is good that you express yourself.i to felt like this years ago. time will help heal things from the inside out.

Good Write