thankz mbailey1....JAH+BLESS

My last relationship was for 5 years, she wanted to get married and I
wasnt ready (we had both been married and divorced before) and so she
left me.

I wish we had talked about it more and maybe I would have done some soul
searching and gone to counceling (my mother was married 5 times) and I
just dint want to do it again.

If I were to change one thing in my past it would have to be leaving my
first true love. We were high school sweet hearts and now I live a life
of pain because of leaving him.

I'd be a fool to change anything. I have the sweetest kid any parent
could ask for. I really like how my life has turned out.
No complaints here.

I would like to talk to my mother and father again.
To my mother, I would say how much I appreciated what she did for me. To
my father, I would tell him I loved him more, and that I see things
differently, now that I have a brat of my own. Much to my surprise, my
father predicted that my daughter would give me trouble when she was 17,
and he was right. Then, they both told me I would have trouble if I
married my x, and they were right.
Why aren't we given crystal balls so we can see into the future.My
parents had a crystal ball, and it was called plain old common sense.
The day my parents died was the worst day of my life. It will stay with
me forever. You never really get over it.

i would have not got married to my soon to be exwife. Who is dragging me
throught the mud.
I am glad that i foung the girl that i am going to marry when this is
all done.

I would never have gotten married, and I would never have let T slip
away from me. Oh, that's two things....

would have married someone else!

There are so many things... But If I did things different, I wouldn't be
who I am today, And I like me.
I guess I would'nt have said some things to my dad the day he died. Who
knew? He didn't deserve that.

the only thing i would do differnt is actually try to have a
mom-daughter relationship w/ my mom... everything else is wonderful!

I wouldn't change a thing about my past because that is exactly what it
is "my past". However, I am who I am today because of my past
and I am thankful for it and today.