the past couple of days i feel that somethings missing...or i feel that im just by myself in this world.

long story short my ex broke up with me in march (im over that now) and the relationship i had was the best thing that ever happened to me...i mean she was the only person to make me feel that im not alive..like im actually in heaven

i know life goes on but every single day i think of her...sometimes im happy and sometimes a little sad..or even extremly depressed.
i felt better before about all this and tried bein with other people but ive gotten no luck at all whatsoever.

from march to about may ive felt that i dont need to be here anymore and flat out wanted to be...gone
however i felt that i dont need to think that but im kinda worried...the past few days ive gotten these depressing feelings back...i miss all those days with her and can NEVER get her outta my head...and i hate bein single and alone...its alrite for awhile but i feel that i cant enjoy the things i loved doing anymore.
i want this outta my mind

forgot to mention that my ex is like the middle part of the ice berg.
my step family doesnt like me very much and my dads never home and hes the only one i ever get along with

not only that but my best friend since 4th grade left for college in minnesota :(

sounds like you're having a hard time there

Life moves on and so will you.

several times ive felt ive moved on...the fact is that everything that ive tried repressing keeps hittin me in a variety of ways..like sometimes lightly where it goes away immediately and other times it gets to the point where i cant concentrate at work...its just alienating me from the things i used to enjoy

Smoke weed or have some X...... That usually helps if nothing else does. Or just plan something fun, treat yourself to a nice slice of LIFE.

Oh, that's some fabulous advice!

Okay fine.... Some Xanex and a few beers.... Like maybe 3 (if you are around 175-185lbs) worst case scenario.


Hey! I said if nothing else works (without substances)! People take meds all the time. They are drugs! Just because they are legal, they are ok? Some of the stuff they prescribe is worse than smoking weed!