TV set on leaves me uninspired
just talking heads and brimstone and fire
crack open a drink and take a bigger white pill
Living through that box leaves me with out a thrill
stare at the scars and blank white walls
no phone to make unwanted calls
so the light of the tv illuminates my face blue
A beer in my hand a tear on my face and in my head a thought of you.

Blank isn't clear,and uninpired leaves me depressed
Having no woman around leaves me sexually repressed
is it so unhealthy to want someone to screw
Because I can't let myself love after I had you
you mutalated something as trusting as baby pet
Turned it into a bloody pile from your train wreck

Holding on was all I could do and I can't pry my fingers away
Holding on to the adoring words I remember you used to say
I can't kill the dreams no matter how much I drink
I can't get away from those dark and dirty thoughts I think
It doesn't matter though I'll fade away ignored in the gutter
there isn't a woman alive left that would let me **** her
so whats the point of trying making a monkey out of myself
just to go home alone, doing what she told me to do, I've gone and ****ed myself

so whats the point of trying making a monkey out of myself
just to go home alone, doing what she told me to do, I've gone and ****ed myself






i like your cute bunny ears

excellent

you have captured frustration!