Like an old comedian
telling safe jokes again
hiding behind a smiley facade
I'm nothing more than a fraud
on a stage I represent discontent
Not even able to aford my rent
The intriguing view I had lost it

A tradgedy, stuck in slow motion
Feel like nothing, with out validation
The town I left, I left shunned
The way you hurt me seemed like a calculation

The woman I thought I knew
wasn't anything like you
the once warm personality
has turned freezing towards me
saying she doesn't want my touch
let it slide, loved her too much
going numb from revalion of who she warmed up to

bleeding in a cold room
seeing flashing images of you
not lucky enough to pass into the darkness
left heart broken wishing I was hearless
I wish I could have hurt you first
I wish that I could hurt you worse
instead I sit and soak in my tears

Actually, that was pretty darned good!! How are you!?

ehh I'm ok. How are you?

far from sucking at this...the heart has a funny way of making it to paper...well done ((and sorry...))

Very nice.. Did you compose this yourself?

yes, did, thats why it isn't very good

that was a nice write JT! straight from the heart. keep writing, it helps with the healing

loved it..very nice