Topic: I don't know why I keep writing this crap
JTstrang's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:18 PM
Lost again on a poorly posted detour
left with an anger I can't cure
Where I turn next I'm not quite sure
so I'll make a blind guess
The road I was on led me to a comfortable home
instead I drive on and aimless I roam
No one to ride with and no phone
Just me in an interior thats a mess

And while you sit happy in your new home with a new man
I miss you and the love I used to have
I wish you were as miserable as me
On a tank half empty with no way to fill back up
I did the best that I could but I feel like I ****ed up
I wish you were as miserable as me

Is unatural to feel worthless when you've been betrayed
and hateful when your told it helps to pray
If I had to talk to God I'd have nothing good to say
If he interviened I wish he'd leave me alone
I try to slow down and look for direction from a sign
Loose sight of the road and cross the center line
When you got your new life i lost mine
I get distracted by the thought of him making you moan

Queene123's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:19 PM
that sounds cool

EtherealEmbers's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:22 PM
writing is good therapy. Good luck with thatflowerforyou

shoesmonkey's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:25 PM
Sweetheart, no one can help you heal your broken heart. Only the length of time can help you there. My sincerest best wishe's for your mending heart. Pray, you may have distraction's come your way in due time to help you. At the least, try......to get back into the world. Pls, don't sit alone pondering your emptiness.flowers

Noden's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:26 PM
drinks good job, get it out!!!

JTstrang's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:31 PM
Getting it out, I don't know how healthy it is. It doesn't make me feel any better. However lifting and sparing does.

Noden's photo
Sun 06/29/08 09:48 PM

Getting it out, I don't know how healthy it is. It doesn't make me feel any better. However lifting and sparing does.


I did the same thing a year and a half ago, and it did me wonders...it will happen to you as well, time is what else will come into effect, just wait and see...

:wink:

kc0003's photo
Sun 06/29/08 10:23 PM
nice release keep letting it go
it does no good inside

drinker