Depression is a storm.Threatening black clouds move ever so slowly
across gray skies.It's cold,almost freezing.Darkness swallows all
though,leaving a feeling of powerlessness.It's a weakening sense of
helplessness.It begins to thunder,and then rain.A rain of tears so
strong that it devours the soul and strips the sanity.The wind begins to
blow,winds of one hundred miles per hour.Ripping apart love and
memories,leaving a void of nothingness.The storm is too strong to
battle.The rain will not cease.It continues to wage a war on the heart,
an unending,unforgiving war.The wind tears at the heart,threatens all
the fulfillment of life.But the heart fights to keep what belongs to
it.The love,the life,the laughter,When the heart is about to
surrender,the storm stops;leaving a black darkness.A lonely sorrow
sweeps in,it's sort of calming.The rain of tears has cleansed what was
dirty.Feelings of worthlessness and guilt of past hidden secrets.The
skies remain gray, but the rain and wind have moved away into the
distance.All is quiet and calm but there is nothing.No soul,no sanity,
no love,no memories.All was taken by the storm.Only the heart remains in
the nothingness.Standing unprotected, alone.Yet it finds the strength
from deep within to continue.It spreads what it has protected;the
love,the life,the laughter.Eventually,a ray of sunshine breaks through
the gray barrier and spreads its warmth.No,the depression is not gone.
It remains in the distant hills,always threatening with rumbles and
growls.The grayness is always there, always reminding of things yet to
come,things already done.Depression spares no mercy on the heart.There
is no fairness,no caring.It does not care if there is pain or hurting.
It only thinks of itself,what it can gain from the weakness of a lost
soul.As the warmth continues to low,warming the body,the rain hides
behind the clouds and the thunder in the distance rumbles,threatening
another storm of depression.Another day perhaps,but not today God.

Written by Cybear 3/1/07

Loving thoughts are with you Cy

You're not alone in this Cybear, know you have friends who have been and
will be again where you have .

Your not alone Cybear. You have friends ready and willing to help you
through the storm. Welcome back Bro.

yes cybear..u r not alone..and its good to see u back, darlin..

Cybear although i know you very little but i can tell you are a good man
with kind heart, depression hurts and scarie at times ,just ride the
waves the feelings will pass and you will be happy again ( god bliss you
)

((((((((((((Cybear))))))))))))))


I know the feeling we are all here if you ever need someone to talk
to.

I was Very worried My Friend, I am glad you are back from the Abyssimal
storm. It is a storm that has No comparison.



G

My heart is with you and I too am
glad to see you back.... always remember you have someone who care in
this little OkieAngel....
{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

((((Cybear)))) Sending you a rainbow of sunshine!
So glad to see you back on JSH...your friends are here to support you.

((((Cybear))))
The storm may seem like it will
never end, You are not alone here My Dear
you are never alone...
The sun will Shine above and
warm your soul again,,, Peace will
come,,, until then My Dear ((Cybear)))
just know that We are all here to
pick you up and lend a hand or a
shoulder when needed... I have missed
you my Dear,,, Welcome Home....
Love you Denise

Glad to see you back. You've been missed.
Always remember u have friends who love u
and are willing to lend an ear when needed.

Bear hug for (((((((((Cybear)))))))))))

Hey my big furry friend, YOU have been MISSED!!!

And You WILL NEVER BE ALONE HERE!!!!

AND EVERYBODY on earth has problems sometimes, and I have great days and
really bummed days, BUT, I always know that their is someone else out
here w/o ANYBODY AT ALL!!!

SO, To have just ONE FRIEND, is in deed, a GOD SEND!!

And on this site dude, YOU ARE "RICH" with FRIENDS!!!

(((CY)))) You are loved my bear. Always remember that. You are a great
person. And an even greater friend. I thank you for our friendship. I
know that it is a long hard thing to go through but it will pass hun.
Trust me. And yes like everybody already said You will ALWAYS have
friends here. Welcome home big bear. Good to have you back. You were
absolutely missed. (((Cybear)))

welcome back. I know you don't know me, but I sure
noticed when you were gone. You've got the biggest heart. You are
obviously loved very much.

((((((((((((CYBEAR)))))))))))))))
YOU RAWK!!!

oh cy i think we all can relate to this thing called depression
i hope you can over come it and if you need a big bearette hug let me
know cuz u are a dear friend