OK,
What's bothering you?
This is where you put your frustrations and the bane's of you
existence...

Research projects, Graduation preparation, and being single...

Huh....

None of the threads that I start are ever really popular.

That's cool..

I will just talk to myself..

Yeah well you know what get's me?

I really don't like people in general.

A person is a rational reasonable animal who will react in a way that is
reasonable to their situation.

But People are stupid angry creatures, who in the drop of a hat will
turn violent and destroy anything that they find threatening. It is
called the "Mob Mentality Theory" and it has proven it's self many times
over all over the world...

Lantz

Yeah you go LANTZ!!!

That's right I'm the man

Yeah you tell it brother!!!

LOL...I'm in a pretty good mood, don't really have anything to vent
about right now...

I shouldn't complain. I'm writing more than I ever have before, my
stuff is better than it's ever been, I'm having preliminary discussions
with a publisher about my book, my finances are better than they've ever
been, I have plenty of Pepsi in the fridge, and today I got an old
Pittsburgh Penguins jersey that I've wanted for ages. I'm healthy and
my car is running really good, and the Simpsons is on 3 times a day.

BUT -- there is someone I miss terribly, someone I'm sure I will never
see again -- I tried a couple of senseless "rebound" relationships last
year (the old "get right back on the horse" philosophy), and they were
absolute disasters, and, if I want to be honest about it, those had no
chance anyway because I was not over T yet -- I'm still not over T, and,
a year after the fact, I'm (very very slowly) starting to get used to
the idea that I will never really be over T -- and I'm not sure if I
want to accept that or not. But I do spend a lot of time thinking about
it.

How's that for venting?

Hell do I here a echo in HERE Here here lol

Lex, I'm sorry for your loss and heartache..

hey (((((((((shadow)))))))))
whatcha doin in this negative room?

Well, let's see.

Dad blew up his checking account, had to put $230 into it to clear it up
and then he went out and wrote more checks.

Daughter moved my grandkids out of state, that I have helped raise since
day one and babysat virtually every day, and now they are about 8-9
hours away so won't be able to see them very often.

Now on the good side- great news Lex about your writing, congrats.
Sorry though about T, will take time, but will get better.

Now, has anyone seen the llama?????

Thank you, Dixie and Marie, it's people like you that make this place so
comfortable and warm....

The llama is in the barn, waiting for Whisper to show him how you can
smoke a pencil without getting graphite poisoning....

Hello Catchme just seeing whos up but I'm going to sleep now :) Take
care

I think we've all loved and lost. The hardest part is getting over the
love that you've lost.( and if you were truly in love, I don't think
that you ever get over them)

The llama is great I showed him how to take the led outto make it for a
smoother smoke.

But he is starting to act funny

Dixie, you're right -- it's ironic, I had so many short-term,
essentially meaningless relationships, and then BAM! when I'm not
expecting it, here comes this practically perfect person, out of the
woodwork, and totally by accident. Several years of magic. Then it all
gets wrecked (inadvertently, but still....) by someone who had no
business being there in the first place.

I never talk about this stuff, I don't know what happened here!! -- so
totally out of character. Lantz must be some kind of internet
hypnotist....

Dixie, you're right -- it's ironic, I had so many short-term,
essentially meaningless relationships, and then BAM! when I'm not
expecting it, here comes this practically perfect person, out of the
woodwork, and totally by accident. Several years of magic. Then it all
gets wrecked (inadvertently, but still....) by someone who had no
business being there in the first place.

I never talk about this stuff, I don't know what happened here!! -- so
totally out of character. Lantz must be some kind of internet
hypnotist....

Dixie, you're right -- it's ironic, I had so many short-term,
essentially meaningless relationships, and then BAM! when I'm not
expecting it, here comes this practically perfect person, out of the
woodwork, and totally by accident. Several years of magic. Then it all
gets wrecked (inadvertently, but still....) by someone who had no
business being there in the first place.

I never talk about this stuff, I don't know what happened here!! -- so
totally out of character. Lantz must be some kind of internet
hypnotist....