Look through the world with a childish vision
crying and screaming at everything that frightens me
on an 8 year bender on an alcoholic mission
fighting through the smokey room I can't see

Got a pain in my back been aching for years
and I can't move with out cringing
Got a pain in my temple full of fears
What will this world be like when I stop bingeing

How long can I can I hold on
to my sanity with all that goes wrong
Cheating women and ***hole cops
I think I'll take another drink until my heart stops

Self mutalion gets me put into an institution
Not unlike the one I was in when I was a kid
stiffle self esteem left with no sex just masturbation
punish my self for the mediocre things I did

clarence if I get my wings I'll fly up to heaven
Then I'll punch your God right in the face
He's failed me everytime i've asked for seven
instead I get a two in it's placce

good write jt


i always read your stuff...

good morning

loveee this one awesome write i read your stuff most the time i just forget to comment LOL my bad

Thanks, and good morning to you miss blue sunflower