You sit there smug and satisfied
with the consequences of your lies
it's like you planned out a tradgedy
You have to make me miserable for you to be happy
So now I'm left seeing red in a very dark place
only thing I see is you when I see any face
and I have to hold back this murderous rage
Or I'm gonna end up locked up in a cage

Tell me that you love me You never showed me
I feel ugly but I'll show you how ugly I can be
While I watch you laughing having a good time
Your black heart emerged now it's time I show you mine

Until death do us part you said like you didn't care
I said with a tear in my eye a precursor for despair
I gave you a ring, I gave you an Idealistic soul
You took off the ring and in me tore a hole
My muscles are tearing while i strain to hold it back
while I turn more blue the more contol I lack
I want to make you feel blood boil from betrayal
I want you to live hurting from a wound that only feels fatal

@JTStrang
I can't say I know exactly what you're feeling, but I know just how painful losing someone you love is. It's like they leave you, and live their life at the cost of your own.

Hang in there buddy.