i have friend that died about 23yrs ago
i had just talked to her 2weeks prior.
she died in a car accedent with her bf.
they were comming back from santiam pass and he fell asleep at the wheel, and they hit a inbank wall, and my sisters used to babysit her and her brothers when they were little.. angie was always on the go, and a real trooper... and my mom and i were saying if angie had lived she would had been a vegtable, and she wouldnt had wanted that, she was always on the go, you couldnt stop her...
i didnt find out untill after the funeral, that she had died, and when i had called the house i talked to her step dad, and he said that practivly the whole school was there, even her real dad was, (that was a shock) as he wasent around for them in the first place... if i had known about it i would had went as well.


i also had a ex bf that died almost 2yrs ago, and we broke up not on good terms, i had seen him online just a week before he was to go in for surgery as they were going to do some exploritory surgery on him, as he was having problems for over 3yrs, they found out in the autopsy that he had cancer in his privates, but what killed him was blood clots in his heart... i had thought time and time again about talking to him, and work things out, but i knew that the issue would still had been there, i have good memories of him, and i still have the plastic flowers he gave me when i was in the hospitol, and i have his mp3s that i will cherish...

I understand bro

sorry to here about both Queene..

Ryan (fiance). It's the five year anniversary of his death this summer and I would love to talk to him again (among other things ).