I've never loved you she says while looking at the ground
She found some body new and doesn't need me around
as my eyes well up, my sight is a blurry point of veiw
I grab her look her in the eyes and say but I love you
the thought must have struck the last parts of her soul
her face turned red she started cry and said let me go

So i let her I go, and I can still see her hair waiving goodbye
I wasn't good enough then, I still am not or ever will be
The only thing I could do is drink that brown bottle clear
Whiskey, no water I have my tears

Give up the green fields of possibility for a person who depended on me
She found someone more dependable and she had to leave
I guess it's good she is happy, while I'm lost in the smoke
My life has no happy ending, in hers I was just a joke
so I break another knuckle on a brick wall that won't give in
Give my arms a couple scars I'll never let someone say they love me again

So I don't shower on purpose, if you can't get close, you can't lie me
I am learning to be happy alone, fine with being depressed and angry
So I look in the mirror shave my beard to something rediculous
As I talk to the the man in there I say no one will ever miss us
So I'll take what I can while I'm here, who knows maybe a couple of lives
The only thing I'll never take again is another ****ing wife

I know how that feels