It's flooding and there is no where to go
Jobless, homeless, just going with the flow
water surronds the car where I live
and it is pointless to give all that I give
So I'll bury my face in the water and breathe
Drown my mind and kill my soul don't let it leave
I just want to stop with this existance
let it flood and float my body float long distance.

sad songs prove true in times like theese
better than talking to no one on your knees
So take me now so I don't have to my self
all other attempts have failed I need help
The scars I have prove my ineptness
So I am forced to live constantly depressed

sympathy is not what I need
just a person to help me bleed
Wife left, i wasn't good enough
For every woman I am not good enough
The ex was right when she said "just kill your self"
Some people like me are not worth the help

...know that you are better than this

How do you know your not good enough until you give another woman a try

For me to try with women is pointless, I am, too ugly, too worthless, and too poor.