Mildly attractive girl on my bus
she doesn't even notice me
She's really worth the fuss
But I still think of ****ing
everyone one else is on their phones
I keep looking at the back of her head
maybe I'm just tired of being alone
I could go up and talk to her but I'll avoid embarassment instead

Here is her stop
She won't remember me
gets out adjusts her top
the moment is fleeting
too afraid to make a move
so I let it pass
A chance that I lose
Too cautious to act fast

They all want her at work
See her bend over try not to stare
She'd think of me as a jerk
but she's kind of ***** why do I care
Everyone else is already in love
with someone else or themselves
I'd be that way if I could
But all women are too hot for me, and I hate myself

My ex wife getting in her cab
and I watch her kiss her new man
I just stare, take a drink and feel bad
I want to forget about her but I can't
did she leave because his **** is better
Did she do it because he was thinner
Did she cheat because he made her wetter
In this contest she is the clear winner

Honest writing from the heart.

i liked the write! seems straight from the heart!