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Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good.
tanya 6-01-2008 |
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Dang!! Have you been reading my old journals??? Thought I burned those!!!
Very nice writing. |
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I deal with my negative emotions with violence towards animals
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goin through the same thing now...something good comes along n i always push him away...afraid of commitment i guess
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I deal with my negative emotions with violence towards animals I'm not an animal...I am a human being!!!! |
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negative thoughts seem to want to drown out all the positive. just keep looking at it the way you are and push forward. good luck
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my motto is 'keep going forward'
thank you all for reading and your comments. |
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Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good. tanya 6-01-2008 |
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Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good. tanya 6-01-2008 thank you, robert! |
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nice write
we all need to look inside at times |
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nice write we all need to look inside at times |
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"Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. "
sometimes it's the CORE belief system we have about ourselves. the belief system is often primal. if you can discover this core belief, you can change it and accordingly change your feelings (fears) etc |
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"Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. " sometimes it's the CORE belief system we have about ourselves. the belief system is often primal. if you can discover this core belief, you can change it and accordingly change your feelings (fears) etc very true, and luckily this guy is patient enough to understand this. |
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I love my Tanya ...
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I love my Tanya ... |
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I love my Tanya ... That is so sweet and tender!! |
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I love my Tanya ... That is so sweet and tender!! he's my 'step-dad' |
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Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good. tanya 6-01-2008 |
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