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Topic: Talk, Process and Put Away
tanyaann's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:35 PM
Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good.


tanya 6-01-2008

Etrain's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:36 PM
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FaithfulOne78's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:36 PM
flowerforyou :heart: flowerforyou

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Sat 05/31/08 09:37 PM
Dang!! Have you been reading my old journals??? Thought I burned those!!!
Very nice writing. flowerforyou :heart:

MirrorMirror's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:37 PM
devil I deal with my negative emotions with violence towards animalsdevil

openheart45's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:38 PM
brokenheart goin through the same thing now...something good comes along n i always push him away...afraid of commitment i guess:cry: ohwell

Etrain's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:38 PM

devil I deal with my negative emotions with violence towards animalsdevil

I'm not an animal...I am a human being!!!!devil

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Sat 05/31/08 09:46 PM
negative thoughts seem to want to drown out all the positive. just keep looking at it the way you are and push forward. good luck :smile: :smile:

tanyaann's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:47 PM
my motto is 'keep going forward'

thank you all for reading and your comments.flowerforyou

robert1652's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:47 PM

Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good.


tanya 6-01-2008
:heart: :heart: :heart: as you are aware of it you are becoming a better person every day in every way:heart: :heart: :heart: and you wrote it so well tooflowerforyou

tanyaann's photo
Sat 05/31/08 09:49 PM


Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good.


tanya 6-01-2008
:heart: :heart: :heart: as you are aware of it you are becoming a better person every day in every way:heart: :heart: :heart: and you wrote it so well tooflowerforyou


thank you, robert!

kc0003's photo
Sat 05/31/08 11:25 PM
nice write
we all need to look inside at times

flowerforyou

tanyaann's photo
Sun 06/01/08 02:25 AM

nice write
we all need to look inside at times

flowerforyou


flowerforyou

AngelLight's photo
Sun 06/01/08 02:40 AM
"Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. "



sometimes it's the CORE belief system we have about ourselves. the belief system is often primal. if you can discover this core belief, you can change it and accordingly change your feelings (fears) etc

flowerforyou :heart: :heart: :heart:

tanyaann's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:06 AM

"Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. "



sometimes it's the CORE belief system we have about ourselves. the belief system is often primal. if you can discover this core belief, you can change it and accordingly change your feelings (fears) etc

flowerforyou :heart: :heart: :heart:


very true, and luckily this guy is patient enough to understand this.

CleanBathroom's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:12 AM
I love my Tanya ... flowerforyou :heart: drinker

tanyaann's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:13 AM

I love my Tanya ... flowerforyou :heart: drinker


flowerforyou bigsmile flowerforyou

AngelLight's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:24 AM


I love my Tanya ... flowerforyou :heart: drinker


flowerforyou bigsmile flowerforyou


That is so sweet and tender!! flowerforyou :heart:

tanyaann's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:25 AM



I love my Tanya ... flowerforyou :heart: drinker


flowerforyou bigsmile flowerforyou


That is so sweet and tender!! flowerforyou :heart:


laugh he's my 'step-dad' laugh

pkh's photo
Sun 06/01/08 03:32 AM

Oh why do I feel the way I do. I have already work on the past hurt and pain. I have talked, processed, and put away the transgressions. But, those feelings still creep up whenever something good enters my life. I don't want it to happen. I don't know why it happens. It's almost like there is something out there that doesn't want me to be happy. I know that I have something good in my life, because this doesn't happen when something not good enters. When a bad one crosses my path then my feelings of doubt are no where to be found, but hurt soon follows. But, again I will talk, process, and put away those negative emotions because what has entered my life is good.


tanya 6-01-2008
one day at a time, I can feel what you write too...hugs and loveflowerforyou

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