I have grown tired,so lost and weary
I'm on a long flight leaving myself
Trying hard to think about my life;
My youth just scattered along the way
Empty hotel rooms and spying headlines
I have made a living with my hands.

Just a guitar as my lone companion
Wanting desperately to get to you
Fame is filled with spoiled children;
They grow rich and fat on fantasy
I guess that's why I'm leaving now
My heart needs love,I crave reality.

So Goodbye!to Ice Queen in Wonderland
Goodbye!to your long yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming;
And pretending,I did not find paradise
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind
Searching for what was missing in my life.

I am embarrassed to say the final truth
I hit the bottom when I reached for you
But it was you who was breaking my heart;
I thought you had to love me,You did not
I guess my heart truly can hallucinate
If it's completely starved for your love.

It can even make a stranger seem like
One of God's chosen Angels from up above
But you forged my love like a weapon;
And turned it against me like a knife
You broke my last longing heart string
But I thank you;my eyes are now open.

So goodbye!to Ice Queen in Wonderland
Goodbye!to your long yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming;
And pretending that was love in your eyes
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind
Just wanting what was missing in my life.

Dreaming is good;bringing new things to life
Pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie
Forgetting you;and seeing what has been told
And growing up is not the absence of dreaming;
It's being able to understand the difference
Between the ones you can love & forever hold
And the ones that remain distant and cold

So Goodbye!to Ice Queen in Wonderland
You can keep your long yellow brick road
Cause there is a difference between dreaming
And pretending that there love in your eyes;
It's only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting
It's only a reflection of my lonely mind wishing
That you were what was missing from my life.

Sadly Written by Cybear 2/16/07

That was just so sad and very beautiful ,

(Cybear)
So Beautiful, Yet so very Sad
Denise

Cybear...{{{{{{H U G}}}}}} nice-n-warm embrace... What a
beautiful soul you have! To bare your pain so wondrously within your
words!
Healing takes time, and saying this final GoodBye will
help...
Much Love... and many prayers for you my friendly
adorable bear!

Cybear,this realization,is simply clearing off for better things to
come.You'll see.

(((((((((((CYBEAR)))))))))))




VERY SAD BUT SOOO VERY GOOD AT THE SAME TIME YOU HAVE A
BIG HEART CYBEAR SORRY FOR YOUR HURT. I DO FEEL FOR YOU
HAVE BEEN THERE TOO MANY TIMES MYSELF BUT WE MUST KEEP OUR
DREAMS ALIVE FOR THAT SPECIAL ONE FOR WHEN WE QUIT DREAMING
WE QUIT LIVING!!

{{{CYBEAR}}} keep your chin up my friend. putting your pain down in
words, is the beginning of the healing process. beautiful, but very sad
words you have written. may you know that peace and love lays ahead of
you. you deserve the best.

diane

Cybear, I wish things could have been different. I'm sorry it didn't
work out. I hope one day soon you'll find that one your dreaming of to
soothe your lonely heart. (((Cybear)))

it is a good thing to write it out Cybear,
but you already know this...
Keep th Faith Cybear!stay strong!

nice cybear

So sad but beautiful Cybear, you have a beautiful heart.

Very sad and beautifully written Cybear.

Awww Cy. (((hug)) Nicely and sadly written Beautiful.