Lust is my enemy the manytimes I fail to see.
so many times I confused lust with love.
Failed too seek power from a power much greater from up above
To live life knowing it's become unmanagable to shout for help has never proven damagable, more
easily too see,another in need seeing their life as unmanagable indeed.



CLIFFWMS44

i dont get it..

To all who don't get it:


The poem my enemy my lust was written from a stand point of that I am
HIV positive.
I wrote the poem for reasons of acceptance of my positive status
but, through all that was a story of unprotected sex a 24 year addiction to crack but, a knowledge of who GOD is I am just a plain old sinner who's lust and drugs put me in a life long situation of HIV/AIDS.
Listen ms. lady sometimes what looks good is not good.
what feels good is not good.
never have unprotected sex because people don't always tell the truth about there past or present.
So before you really get it!
you heard it from cliffwms44

even though we may not understand the answers we find, the important part is that we ask the question in the first place.

I hear what ya saying cliff. Not that I have a disease, but one of my best friends from here is positive and s/he feels that they made the same mistake. Thank You for sharing this, I like the style of the write.

Cliff -

I get it-
thank you for sharing so openly ...It is true exactly what you say...
I know because my brother too is HIV positive. It has taken its toll ...Bravo to you for your boldness

Great write Cliff..and great message...