dedicated to my mother who passed away this morning.


The weary light of burning candles light you up
Things that once belonged to you, surround your picture
You ask me not to cry, to be strong, but I am no grown up

I try talking to you
But in return, I get no answer
You said you would, I still need you

Life without you, will seen so dull and grey
You were my heart mother
But you have taken the road, which only goes one-way

So alone, I am, left without any affection
I cry watching the days go by
Thinking, I still need your protection

You don't understand how much I still need you
I regret not having said it enough
But I love you and it will always be true

They say they know how I truly feel
But they don't, no one can possibly, because
This wound is mine alone, and it will never heal.

You have touched me so deep
Revealing feelings in me, I never knew I had
And now, they are but mine to keep

I have come, and this is the last time I will ever see you
But we both know this isn't really a goodbye
Because you will always be in my heart, through and through

I feel so guilty
Maybe if I would have been there
All this wouldn't have happened, and you'd be here, beside me

I swear to god, I'll make you proud
I hope you are watching, because I am doing it for you
I'll make the shining sun, break through this rain cloud

You asked me to forgive you
To forget everything
And I will, because you and I, go two by two

But do one last thing for me
Wait please, don't leave.
Give me your hand. Stay beside me.

Aww,that's so sweet

I am so sorry for your loss! I hope in time, it gets better! I know from experience, you never get over it, you learn to deal with it! My thoughts are with you, dear!!

prayers fpr u and your family god bless

This is beautiful. I came to grips long ago that death is part of life, but I fear losing my mom much more than losing my own life, and I don't look forward to that day. My heart goes out to you. May you find peace and comfort.

So sorry for the loss of your Mother.
It is hard...(((Bearhugs)))

No one can describe the pain you are going through except yourself. All you can do is pray to her and for her to take the clouds and crochete you a blanket of love. Then look to the sky for the finished product and you know your prayers have been answered.

Thank you so much, That is the nicest thing any one has said to me.

You're welcome sweetie...that's what I told my daughters when their grandmother passed away, that they so loved....I told them that she is in heaven patching a quilt together for them, using the clouds as polyfill, so that the blanket will be ready for them when they go see her. Theirs names will be etched in gold.

Prayers are with you just remeber she will live within your heart forever

we all have lost something or someone dear to us and i know words cant replace what they mean to you. the memories that one holds so dear i lost my best friend and she was pregant in one day and then my best friend my daddy died the next day without warning i thought please God wake me up because this is a bad dream plz but noone casme i had to realize it was real i have to get pass the moments,seconds,hours, days, month and then maybe i will be okay talking about it helps some time and crying does too just a release of thing we hold so dear so hold on to the memories and there favorite shirt

I'm so sorry for your loss D.

"They say they know how I truly feel
But they don't, no one can possibly, because
This wound is mine alone"

Yes this wound is yours alone.

But having come here, we can abide with you. Ty for coming.

That is awesome, I will have to share that with my kids.

I am going to her house tonight to pick out a shirt of hers. Thats all I kept saying last night was let me wake up today and let it be a dream.

Thank you for your kind words and I am glad that I found this site you are all family to me now.