Somewhere inside I still feel you

Somehow I know I'll never be over you

I never got a chance to know you

I never even got to hold you

I'll never hear you call me mom

Never see you off to prom

Sometimes the pain of the unknown

Leaves me feeling cold and all alone

Sometimes I can't get that day out of my head

Some days I don't want to get out of bed

But it was fate

I knew too late

I know someday we'll meet and then

Maybe I'll find peace again

I'm gonna spend my whole life waiting for

Seeing my daughter's face at Heaven's door

Aww Song thats so sad but beautiful too. You have so much talent plz
keep posting

Very touching SB,made me want to cry. Actually got a little
misty.

Songb,
For your pain is so deep, and all
I want to do is hold you so we can cry
together as the tears pore from my eyes as
my heart aches for yours
My love for you is that of a daughter and
I can only pray that one day, you
will find peace in your heart for
the pain will ease in time the
memories will always remain...
Hold the memories my Dear, Hold the Memories
Love you, Denise

Beautifully written. I can feel your heartfelt sadness and pain. Your
daughter's spirit is always with you...

Thank you all so much.You guys mean alot to me.

LAMom thank you for that you're the best.

You know i am always here for ya !

a poem that pulls a tear from my lonely eyes...
very nice work!

i barely cry if ever. but you got a tear to flow. thanks. in my time of
grief i needed that. thank you.god bless.

Song,my dearest friend I could never express the profound sadness that I
am feeling for you right now.I never would have imagined this in a
million years.Your baby will be held steadfast to your heart forever and
a day.I will not attempt to minimize the level or length of sorrow that
will remain for many years to come for my X has not let this go and it
is 23 yrs.later.Know that your baby is in Heaven with God and she feels
no pain or strife or earthly struggles,nor will she ever feel this.She
is in God's tender loving care for all eternity and awaits your
footsteps to pass through His gates then you will be forever joined with
her.She is happy and content and wants for nothing,for all is provided
for her through God's love and kindness.Never lie fault or blame upon
yourself for this tragedy,because there is a reason that God chose to
claim her into his kingdom.Human beings do not have the ability to
comprehend his reasoning.But through faith in him we can sustain until
we are called home ourselves to be joined with our loved ones.For he is
merciful.May she rest in peace forever.Amen.I love you songbird and she
will remain in my prayers and heart forever.Godspeed!Cybear.
Songbird~ Songbird's Daughter~

Wow thank you ALL soo much.

Cybear thank you for your beautiful words you have no idea how Blessed I
am to know you.You're amazing as are you LAMom.I believe I ended up here
for a reason.That reason is you guys and ALL of my wonderful friends
here.Thank you sooo with all of my heart.

From the very beginning I loved you,
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken,my tears fell like rain
I'd never known such heartache and pain.

I wonder who you look like, me or your dad
Do you have my smile and his eyes?
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
We had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
Not so long ago and I dearly miss you so
Thanks to Jesus,I'll see you in heaven.

I'll hold you in heaven someday,
When my trials on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you,the Father watches over you
I know you're waiting for me;
I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye"
But I'll hold you in heaven someday

Submitted to Beth for her Daughter 1/29/07
Rest in Peace my Beautiful Angel.Amen!

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I felt your pain when I read this, it was very heart-felt and written
beautifully. I've had two children taken from me, unfortunately through
abortion, and it was not my choice. The one child I do have, I haven't
seen since January of 2000. I cried like a bay when I read this. My
prayers are with you. Bill Smith

Again, these words deeply moved me, and I thank you for writin them.

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What can I say that so many have not already said
there is nothing in this world worse than loosing
a child specially one you never got to know and hold.
I'm blessed with two of mine own and would give my
life for them without a thought. My heart cries for
you I feel your hurt. But.... she is in such a beautiful
place that we can only see in our dreams.

Cybear Thank You that was beautiful.Thank you for all of the comfort
you've given me.You're an amzing friend.

red and everyone else thank you I'm soo happy that it touched someone.
It makes me feel a little less vulnerable about putting my feelings out
there.

Wonderfully written. I can almost feel your pain. They were so real and
alive. I know that she is with you now and always. Keep the faith hun.