Smoke fills my damaged lungs
I remember back to when I was young
Now here I am respect shattered in your bed
I let u get into my head
And for what
The monster
That little voice begging taunting pleading desperately
Just one little hit holds the key
My head spins and im back in your room
This is m y reality now
I don’t know how
It got to be this way
I just tried to live my live day by day
To function
To be normal
To not be sick
But some habits we can never kick
The thing that hurts the most noone knows
I cant tell a soul
For their hope would be forever lost
And at wat cost
My need to get high?
To lie
An be someone in which noone can relp
God tell me why
Why am I sick did it have to be like this
Please let me sleep now an wake me with ur kiss
Forever ill live with u in eternal bliss

Your going to have a fan club!!!

lol i love to write and i usually write from experience it helps to get my emotions out.