I heard the news , that I really didnt thing would come,
He is going away...My Heart feels so glum.

I tried so hard, at least I think I did,
to let him know I was hit by Cupid.

My feelings for him suddenly grew so strong,
In my world, I so believed he would belong.

We have such intense fun,
But in my Heart it's not just about that part,
I have fallen for him, he has caputured my Heart.

I know I did and said so much wrong,
My mind's full of confusion & the signals he sends,
are far from the words in our song !

It's all about timing......

Two people found each other when their lives have so much going on.
All the change and pain.
But my love for him, so true shall remain.

I wonder if it was me and my actions that drove him away ?
I wonder if I had been honest and true,
would he have decided to stay ?

At times I feel like he is so into me,
But then at times I feel like the crazy fun times is all he can see.
If I knew for sure that he really loved me too,
I would change my foolish ways, and to him be oh so true !

I cannot stand to go through the pain I forsee ahead !
I came out of such turmoil, with all the changes in the past.
I didn't even consider I would feel what I said !

Dear Lord, was this another person who was just a season and a reason for a short time ?
To begin with, he wasn't even mine ??

Hurtful words were said...I know the impact my words had in his head !
I guess I was tring to get him back,
by saying mean hurtful things and confessing all that smack !

I wish I had been a different person for him,
I wonder...would that have given us a chance,
to grow our love, passion and romance ?

I want to sit and analyse how we went wrong, BUT
my broken heart cannot be that strong !

Please give me strength to accept what has been cast.
I so blame myself and all the corrupt in my past !

Lord, if by some miracle we could talk, accept and be truthful on how we both feel,
I would want nothing more in the world than for our feelings to reveal.... and for him to just say "Babe, I've decided to stay !"

I promise I will turn my whole life around,
no bad habits, no messing around,
just keeping my Heart true for him, all safe and sound !

I feel like this is all a bad dream right now.
I feel like I blew my chance with him,
by my distasteful actions, thats how !

"If u love something, set if free" ...he once said those words to me.
But how can I let my love go away from me.
I dont think the time in between will ease my pain, you see !

During these toughest moments of my life,
why did my Heart choose to love again.
Only to set up my world for failure and pain !

I sit here today, in a daze.
I Pray this day gets better and the feeling of daze is just a short lived phase !

Baby....
My love for you is so intense !
You are not my rebound guy, that makes no sense.
I know in my Heart what is true,
I honestly am in love with you !
The worse I feared has come so soon,
my beating Heart can't help but feel the ruin.

My only hope for this situation, I Pray,
If he is meant to go, let me accept the change and move on my own way.

Let me not live my days with heartache and pain,
Let me not go over and over the situation with disdain !

I want myself to be able to handle it,
no drama, no throwing a fit !

If he can decide to just walk away with no remorse,
then can I get that attitude to let my life run it's course ?

I told him to do what he has to, with no regret.
Little did I know I was the path he chose to forget.

Just take a deep breath girl, and know it will be alright !
God's strength and grace will help you win this fight.

Don't be ashamed of whats been said and done.
You made the most of it and yes, you did have fun !

Today I take a stand....
I shall not wear my Heart on my sleeve !
I will be a strong woman, for my loss I shall grieve...
But, only for a little while,
then I will adopt a cold, Heartless style !

I believe today is exactly where I am meant to be !
The man upstairs obviously has other plans for me.
I am ready, Dear Lord...
Come take this feelings away.
Show me positivity and happiness from this day !

Baby...

Good luck my love in whatever you do !
Know in your Heart you are loved so true.
It really was great knowing you all this time,
even though you were never really mine.
Know I will never forget your sweet smile,
how you made me laugh till it hurt, with your goofy style !
I wish you eternal happiness and all the luck in the world !
Goodbye my Angel, love you always...Your broken hearted girl !