The dawning...

The dawning of a new me
thinking as straight as I can be
someone is watching carefully
as I sleep, yet in my dreams I weep
another minute passes by,
still stirring I ask why,
I heard you don't like to be lonely
but I can't see why you didn't listen to me
I told you this day would come
now we're both the lonely ones
I think, I told you well
that one day it would be to late
but you went on and hesitate
now I see you sitting in the dark
as I walk alone in the park
it's not so new to me
cause you've always left me alone to see
when you came home we never talked
now I've heard, your taking that lonesome walk
I hate it that you are sad,
makes me feel so terribly bad
why??, I ask did you wait
what took you so long to see this fate
did you think you had all the time in the world
taking me for granted on a tormented twirl
I never did like that dance much
but it was your choice to play that tune as such
so now I guess it time to close this chapter
wish you knew then how much this mattered.

Noden


Time slides by...

Crystallized dreams, on fairy wings or themes
dancing in the windy park,
swinging high on a pendulum hand
my precious thoughts oh how they land
catch a whisper, of a chime
tickle my ear as it rhymes
twisting out an unfolded past
haunting memories, they will last
twinkles, that shine in the sky above
once meant that we were in love
now they thunder like a unwanted storm
but I have the wolves to keep my warm
oh my cryptic life
take me on a fantasy flight
don't stop or turn around
carry my soul, unto new favored ground.
Noden



He's coming...

Darkened rooms haunt the hall
baring footprints of the shadows
howling cries fill the rooms
night creatures stalk my doom
crying, screams hark the blackness
breathing on my neck, takes on saddness
heart feels a heavy beat,
there is no warm, from this retreat
he comes for me, I hear his call
watching as his shadow, fills the wall
wicked fingers reach out for me
is this just plain insanity
curling up, as if in a womb
frightened girl, in he swooms
a twist of her hair he has in his hand
his voice is muted not of this land
there isn't one pleasant thought
he's got me now, I am but caught.

Noden

hmmm

Bravo dahling

Brilliant

Soon you will see my friend you have finally taken the right steps. Never let him pull you back within that hell always move forward in life. You have found a hand that has outstretched before you grab a hold and never let go until you feel safe to stand upon your own two feet. For he will be the rock that you always needed listen to him and let him comfort you in this time.

ah my little friend
nice work here
great to see you let it all out

Awwwh, Kristi darlin I could always count on you to drag me out of a pit that I almost fall into, I think if I hadn't heard that he was having it so bad then it would bother me, but see since I've been in this dark place I know how it feels, and hate seeing anyone go through it, even though it's the person that has done it to me...I love ya girl and thanks for being there ....good times and bad!!!



Thanks Angelface that was sweet...

Amazination, I hope that (hmmm) was a good note!!

Thanks ((((KC)))))

can I borrow you shoulder, please I also have tears with this....hmmmhmmmhmmm sniffles...with puppy eyes...sigh

anytime sweetie
i am a sucker for puppies

Awww girl we don't like to see anyone hurt. But....... you must watch out for the pit holes they will pull you back with tears and I love you's. Things may change for a while but it is only a short while before the same ole routine they fall right back into. They only see their hurt not yours. They will say anything to get you back don't ever let go of that grip on reality.

This is a trap and I know it, but my big sis is right here and that is why I posted these poems, cause your good at reading into stuff, and I know your always here, and love that about you... your my talker downer, from an unwanted judgement call...

Shshs all I can say if you had the thoughts of going back is yes I understand. I have listened to so many that have been there where you are and fell back into that trap and not one seen it coming till it was too late. Girl not many have been given the chance you have. I know it is hard my heart goes out to you. But... you have a friend that is willing to stand beside you as just a friend. Take that friendship and run with it girl. I promise you this time next month you will see things in a whole new light. You will start to blosom and you will see life in a new way.

He does not love you just the ideal of the control he had over you. He was the puppet master you were the puppet. Now you have control over your own strings that is what he is after its not your heart he wants or your love. For ones like that don't know how to truly love.


Just get a grip girl things will start to look up more and more each day and you will finally see what I'm talking about.

Till the End

Here I am
A new found friend
Noden I'm with you
Till the end

I'll stand with you
To win this fight
In the end
Will be his plight

Though you feel
Weak and scared
Do not worry
My sword is bared

Come now dear
Take my hand
As we take
This final stand

I am right here
We'll do it together
Through this too
You'll come out better

Though you've not
Known me long
Stand with me
And write the song

For in the end
We'll laugh and sing
From our hearts
The chimes will ring

Okay, okay I give I ain't gonna nowhere, you have said your peace and I know your write that is why your my strong sister woman, the one of my two friends that has been there for a long time now....ears are perked and listening...

big hug, Kristi

Oh, how I love your heated pep talks woman...your probably smackin that whip now....laughing now ....see....giggles

Ohhh girl I would never laugh at you but only with you I really do care what happens to you. And would truly hate to see you fall prey to ones words that are so untrue. ((((((((((Noden)))))))))))

Before me I see, a chrysalis turning into a butterfly!

Thank you Vicki

You know what...I love you!!!! Bonny




Kristi ....that was me gigglin to let you know I am okay...


and with my two favorite sisters here, how could I go wrong,......

I won't let myself down, but it helps knowing the two of you are here....


and I can't forget the mom of Jsh house

Where else would we be girl? Of course we will be here for you, I so love it when oyu are smiling/giggling, you have the sweetest giggle I have heard in ages

Awwwwwh, goodnight ya sweet thang ya and thanks...teehee

The look on his face..................Priceless !!! *Oh, I'm so bad, aren't I* ? Off to bed now to dream of cars and bikes