Why do I sit here and want to cry
I decipher the feelings lost inside
Why does love have to be complicated
Why do we always ask why, why, why
Why can't I be good enough
Why does everything have to be reasoned out
Why does my chaos bother you
Why must I hurt inside
Why do I feel weak
Why do I always take the heat
I try and try and try
to share with you
all these feelings inside
When I do not speak,
It's not because I don't communicate
It's because I do not speak in haste
If my voice sounds weak to you
It is not defeat that emmanates
but resignation unto the circumstances
When everything looks so bleak
I try to keep my optimism
Why does this bother you
My reality confuses you
Because you cannot accept my belief
that all things are for the better good
My world is different from yours
Because I have a different outlook
Why does anyone have to be wrong
Why do we have to blame
Why cant we just accept
One another just the same
Words on this page is my answer
So pay attention, and no more banter
If this takes so much effort
I'll be worn out before it's over
I try and try and try
But my mind cries in silence
I have no words to say
cause saying I'm sorry just wont cut it
I am ME, I shouldnt have to change
THIS IS WHO I AM
I've said before and I'll say it again
take me or leave me
love me or hate me
We can be friends, or foes
but whatever the outcome
Just know that I have
Loved
You...

Ohhh so right girl we are who we are take us the
way you found us love us for being real not something
you want us to be. It's each persons choice to accept us
for who we are for we accept them with there flaws no
one is perfect. Don't try to change what is not yours
to change just be happy with who they are!

THANKS Txs...I sooo appreciate your honesty, and encouragement, and
friendship!

GUrly is right SCG..take us for who we are and not try to change
us...(((((((((SCG)))))))))) me thinks ya need one :)

thanks CCP...
I did/do...
{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}back to ya..we all need one once in a
while...smile..still smiling...

Awwwwwwww nothing like a ((((((((((HUG))))))))) from a true friend that
can understand what life try's to throw our way.
Hummmmmmm Men when will they ever learn they say they want a sweet women
and damn if they either don't just stand back and wait for you to make
all the moves or they want to mold you the way they think you should be.
lol Sorry love me for who I'm or don't let the door hit ya in the ass
lol.

some of us love..."AS IS" without warrenties,or trying to change
another...accepting you for you...

and th door gets closed in our face...

hopes the one who breaks a heart will allow another to heal it.

touching poem SCG...

Cat says Hi...

M if the door gets slammed in our faces it is because what we thought
was love was not after all and we are much better without that kind of
love :)

Ms.Txs...what I was referring to was just a point of view,as two people
were trying to get to know each other...
and I said closed...not SLAMMED...

but thanx for your input...M.

Unconditional love is the only real love!
Excepting someone for who and what they are....
no expectations and no judgement!
Its very rare.....but there are a few that have learned to practice
this. I have only found this to be true with very few people. If you can
imagine...and this will be a shocking statement...knowing the person
that molested your child....and telling them you love them anyway.
Yes....unconditional love is the hardest thing in the world...but once
it is mastered....everything else comes easy!
your friend....
Lunatic

WOW! Love u too! Excellant!!!

Beautiful SCG !

You guys are so wonderful...

Once again, thanks for reading...
and posting...
makes my day!