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Topic: Baby Steps...for Noden
Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:38 AM
I took a step yesterday
walked around a block,
drove to Tim Horton's coffee shop
sounds kinda small
but I ventured out,
when I got back
I had the biggest grin
I clapped,
my friend, well...
he clapped too
it was a start he said,
no matter how small
I guess today,
I'll go a little further away,
living in a new town
don't have any friends around
makes it hard, to find a feat
a walk on a lonely beat,
my friend is so nice to me
understanding, in setting me free
I don't quite get why this is happening
really thought I didn't deserve it
I have a guardian that came my way
he is making sure, I'll be happy some day,
he lifts my head, when it drops to the ground
listens to me when no one else is around,
I can't think of why, he decided to help me
Only now, I know I am as safe as I can be
I had a tear, follow me today
he saw it drop and wiped it away
seems like anytime, I get really sad
he comes in and makes it not so bad
I love it when he plays guitar for me
makes my heart feel like heaven is singing
he has offered to teach me my favorite instrument
so tonight I am picking up the bass
one day, hopefully not too long
I strum out my eloquent song,
this weekend is going to be fun
we are going to a jam, in Toronto
first time, I am going anywhere
my I am so excited I don't know what to wear.

Just dabbing again..

Nodensmokin

mssilverfox's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:42 AM
Oh Noden, I am so happy for you! At last you are going to be free and happy.. thank god for angels for your friend certainly is one. love you sweetie happy happy happy happy bigsmile :smile: :heart: flowerforyou flowerforyou

Wolfeyes58's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:47 AM

I took a step yesterday
walked around a block,
drove to Tim Horton's coffee shop
sounds kinda small
but I ventured out,
when I got back
I had the biggest grin
I clapped,
my friend, well...
he clapped too
it was a start he said,
no matter how small
I guess today,
I'll go a little further away,
living in a new town
don't have any friends around
makes it hard, to find a feat
a walk on a lonely beat,
my friend is so nice to me
understanding, in setting me free
I don't quite get why this is happening
really thought I didn't deserve it
I have a guardian that came my way
he is making sure, I'll be happy some day,
he lifts my head, when it drops to the ground
listens to me when no one else is around,
I can't think of why, he decided to help me
Only now, I know I am as safe as I can be
I had a tear, follow me today
he saw it drop and wiped it away
seems like anytime, I get really sad
he comes in and makes it not so bad
I love it when he plays guitar for me
makes my heart feel like heaven is singing
he has offered to teach me my favorite instrument
so tonight I am picking up the bass
one day, hopefully not too long
I strum out my eloquent song,
this weekend is going to be fun
we are going to a jam, in Toronto
first time, I am going anywhere
my I am so excited I don't know what to wear.

Just dabbing again..

Nodensmokin

At least somebody's happy. Glad to see you on your way to happyville sis. Keep me posted. Love ya's

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:48 AM

Oh Noden, I am so happy for you! At last you are going to be free and happy.. thank god for angels for your friend certainly is one. love you sweetie happy happy happy happy bigsmile :smile: :heart: flowerforyou flowerforyou


Thanks, (((((Silverfox)))), yep I finally made it out, so nice to hear from you...are you all moved too??, Oh hell just email me and I'll get back to ya...hugsflowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

Noden

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:50 AM


At least somebody's happy. Glad to see you on your way to happyville sis. Keep me posted. Love ya's


A small moment here and there, I get happy so I steal them when I can that's for sure...hi Robert, teeheeflowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

BonnyMiss's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:51 AM
The longest journey starts with a small footstep..............flowerforyou

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 06:55 AM

The longest journey starts with a small footstep..............flowerforyou


You got that right baby sis...thanks for yesterday the smiles are still all over my face,:heart: :heart:


teeheelaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

fagot....:wink:

frankfk's photo
Sat 04/05/08 07:14 AM
ENJOY FREEDOM:wink: flowerforyou
I took a step yesterday
walked around a block,
drove to Tim Horton's coffee shop
sounds kinda small
but I ventured out,
when I got back
I had the biggest grin
I clapped,
my friend, well...
he clapped too
it was a start he said,
no matter how small
I guess today,
I'll go a little further away,
living in a new town
don't have any friends around
makes it hard, to find a feat
a walk on a lonely beat,
my friend is so nice to me
understanding, in setting me free
I don't quite get why this is happening
really thought I didn't deserve it
I have a guardian that came my way
he is making sure, I'll be happy some day,
he lifts my head, when it drops to the ground
listens to me when no one else is around,
I can't think of why, he decided to help me
Only now, I know I am as safe as I can be
I had a tear, follow me today
he saw it drop and wiped it away
seems like anytime, I get really sad
he comes in and makes it not so bad
I love it when he plays guitar for me
makes my heart feel like heaven is singing
he has offered to teach me my favorite instrument
so tonight I am picking up the bass
one day, hopefully not too long
I strum out my eloquent song,
this weekend is going to be fun
we are going to a jam, in Toronto
first time, I am going anywhere
my I am so excited I don't know what to wear.

Just dabbing again..

Nodensmokin

BonnyMiss's photo
Sat 04/05/08 07:16 AM
Edited by BonnyMiss on Sat 04/05/08 07:36 AM


The longest journey starts with a small footstep..............flowerforyou


You got that right baby sis...thanks for yesterday the smiles are still all over my face,:heart: :heart:


teeheelaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

fagot....:wink:


Mr Brains faggots in gravy if you please laugh laugh laugh

It was wonderful to hear you giggling like a school girl,not the nervous laugh of a few weeks ago. I prayed that the good Lord would clear a path for you ( and he has) Keep smiling sis, it was music to my ears.

<---- Just for you laugh

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Sat 04/05/08 07:27 AM
One step, one moment, one day at a time...

Good write (((Noden))) flowerforyou :heart: flowerforyou

lurchs_sister's photo
Sat 04/05/08 07:57 AM
Sweet Lady, I know this is hard for you as I too have taken those baby steps and they are the worst. This friend you've found is truely someone that knows and is willing so hang on and let him help. You're going to find your happyn again and I feel blessed that you're sharing the process with all of us. Soon enough you will be leaping and running and the baby steps will be forgotten.flowerforyou flowerforyou

no photo
Sat 04/05/08 07:59 AM
one foot.....in front of the other.........repeat........
slowly at first..........like ridin a bike.........

smokin smokin smokin smokin

You'll be runnin in no time..............bigsmile

LAMom's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:01 AM
(((( Noden )))))

Baby Steps,,, And when the road seems heavy,, reach out,, you are not alone on this journey,,, Step by step,, hand in hand,, I am with you,,,

flowerforyou :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

Sitngrin's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:13 AM
Nice write, its about time you get your ass back here!

flowerforyou

~Den

Dragoness's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:16 AM
Very nice Nodenflowerforyou Learning to trust ourselves first is always good. Then we can trust others.flowerforyou

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:33 AM



The longest journey starts with a small footstep..............flowerforyou


You got that right baby sis...thanks for yesterday the smiles are still all over my face,:heart: :heart:


teeheelaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

fagot....:wink:


Mr Brains faggots in gravy if you please laugh laugh laugh

It was wonderful to hear you giggling like a school girl,not the nervous laugh of a few weeks ago. I prayed that the good Lord would clear a path for you ( and he has) Keep smiling sis, it was music to my ears.

<---- Just for you laugh


MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, me want some.....Not!!!laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh how do you eat a fagot???laugh laugh laugh

God knows I love ya girl!!!

For you my lil sis:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:34 AM

ENJOY FREEDOM:wink: flowerforyou
I took a step yesterday
walked around a block,
drove to Tim Horton's coffee shop
sounds kinda small
but I ventured out,
when I got back
I had the biggest grin
I clapped,
my friend, well...
he clapped too
it was a start he said,
no matter how small
I guess today,
I'll go a little further away,
living in a new town
don't have any friends around
makes it hard, to find a feat
a walk on a lonely beat,
my friend is so nice to me
understanding, in setting me free
I don't quite get why this is happening
really thought I didn't deserve it
I have a guardian that came my way
he is making sure, I'll be happy some day,
he lifts my head, when it drops to the ground
listens to me when no one else is around,
I can't think of why, he decided to help me
Only now, I know I am as safe as I can be
I had a tear, follow me today
he saw it drop and wiped it away
seems like anytime, I get really sad
he comes in and makes it not so bad
I love it when he plays guitar for me
makes my heart feel like heaven is singing
he has offered to teach me my favorite instrument
so tonight I am picking up the bass
one day, hopefully not too long
I strum out my eloquent song,
this weekend is going to be fun
we are going to a jam, in Toronto
first time, I am going anywhere
my I am so excited I don't know what to wear.

Just dabbing again..

Nodensmokin




((((((Frank)))))))flowerforyou

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:36 AM

One step, one moment, one day at a time...

Good write (((Noden))) flowerforyou :heart: flowerforyou


Just for that....hold on darling cause here comes a big hug just for you...mmmmm, thanks ((((((((((((((((((((((((((MsTeddy))))))))))))))))))))))))))):heart: :heart:

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:43 AM

Sweet Lady, I know this is hard for you as I too have taken those baby steps and they are the worst. This friend you've found is truely someone that knows and is willing so hang on and let him help. You're going to find your happyn again and I feel blessed that you're sharing the process with all of us. Soon enough you will be leaping and running and the baby steps will be forgotten.flowerforyou flowerforyou



((Lurch)), for just becoming friends, you sure have alot of encouraging words for me, and I thank you for that, again it is a pleasure in getting to know you...oh and by the way if you have yahoo, then send me an addy, I'd like to get to know you better...cause I read something the other day about you, that you had written, and I think ....well the rest can be said in private,...k
flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou
Hugs

Noden, riding the wind now...

Noden's photo
Sat 04/05/08 08:45 AM

one foot.....in front of the other.........repeat........
slowly at first..........like ridin a bike.........

smokin smokin smokin smokin

You'll be runnin in no time..............bigsmile


Well right now I need one of those big balloon type bicycles, with traing wheels, a red one, teehee, and thanks Ghost, have a great weekend...
flowerforyou flowerforyou
Noden

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