i want to thank everybody for the support ,these small things really help.

i don't really want her back after what she has done i just wanted to talk things out and end it in a more mature way so i guess that we don't know if she will comeback , maybe she wanted to enjoy her time in spain without fights ect...

thank you...

yes i know man , it's just that she could have ended it in a more mature way so if we would come across each other that we don't feel akward or anything , i understand that i am not the man for her but were not enemies right , pfff

if she played me it's really a shame because im going to have a very hard time opening up to someone now

lol true..

im not sharing nudes or anything im just confused she left me in a questioning-sate

i kept her anonymous and her father isnt violent at all im just trying to figure out whats wrong and giving details might help that's it

yes it's complicated im just mindfucked she just broke up with me thru text whilst on vacation i don't get it her mum liked me her brother liked me im just lost

i really dont know if she cheated on me because really she had alot of boy srunning after her an dwhy wait until shes in spain she sleeps in th esame bedroom with her mother at the hotel 2 days ago she was complaining about that she could not masturbate because she was in the same room with her mum and that's what made her horny all the time , she told me to get rid of me that she cheated on me that its not e but it sher and to leave her an dthen her last msg to me was ; look i didnt cheat on you i just wanted you to leave me , i realised that we dont fit bla bla ..i already wrote this

im serious im not playing around , shes messed up but i don't know it never really bothered me even when i wasnt in a relationship with her yet everybody is making conclusions and stuff but all my friends say that they dont know shes too weird to figure out

the one friend she has is kind of like her but she has a boyfriend in algeria her first love and she cant let go of him they have a distant relationship and she is still a virgin altho she takes it up the arse

and she wasnt pregnant after all she got her period im actually trying to kind of figure out her psychology , another thing th elast night before she left on vacation whe had intercourse during her period and told me that i could *** inside because she would not get pregnant , i recently just found out that you CAN get pregnat during your period so i really hop eshe isn't pregnant and keeping the baby to herself but i doubt it

look everything went well until she went on vacation there she changed she's not the same anymore back in belgium she wasnt really social she would always stay at home or come to me never go out drinking , partying none of that , she only had 1 bestfriend awhere she also had a lesbian relation with she was also very cllose with her younger brother and mum to give you an idea when she would shave her vagina she would show it to her mum to ask her what she thinks about it yea crazy right haha , she was really really in love with me kept taking pictures of me without me even knowing it , her father wanted her to marry her ex who is an engineer but she wanted me and many other sign and actions that really showed to me that she loved me until she went on vacation

but look another thing , a few months ago she thought she was maybe pregnant (yes we had unprotected sex) she did not want to take th emorning after pill because it would make her gain weight so if she was pregnant she would get an abortion that was the deal we both agreed it was way too early for a baby , some time later she says that shes hesitating about getting an abortion because she would go straight to hell because it's a very bad sin i was not happy about her change of mind but i said ok if you want to keep the baby ok but i will stop school and work fulltime for a better future for our child , but she said no i dont want you to raise our child i will raise it myself you can go on with school and your life i will take care of it , but i said no if you are really pregnant i accept the responsability as a father she kept on saying that eventho its our child that i would have no right to see the baby after a long talk she admitted she was wrong and cried about it how wrong it was and apologised , i also heard a story from her ex boyfriend that he needed to stalk her to make sure she wasnt pregnant and keeping the baby for herself , so what i really think is that she has a mental problem and needs some help

interesting but you can never be sure about her behaviour , another thing but i really don't judge the she did have longterm relationshp her first boyfriend was when she was 11 years old an d lasted a good 5 years she lost her virginity when she was 12 and her boyfriend at the time was 17 , she showed me pictures of her when she was younger she looked older than she was and also her father wasn't really there in her childhood

spermcellmentality lmao

i wrote this some time ago , ever heard of trolling? lol

it's just so unexpected while she is on vacation to brake up with me the day before she was telling me how bad she missed me ect.. i'm just confused , it's actually up to her to make the decision for contact she blocked me and it's up to her to unblock me

to make things clear it wasnt a realtionship based of looks physically i wasnt her "ideal" man as she wasnt my "ideal" woman but once we connected i didnt even care if she put on make up or not if her hair wasnt done she was always beautiful in my eyes