Darkness surrounds me,
Our fate I can not see,
Too many emotions to deal,
This wound will not heal,
The past can't be erased,
I keep picturing your face,
At times I wish you knew,
But I don't want to lose you,
You have suffured enough,
Your past has been rough,
I do not wish you more pain,
Because of my selfish ways,
Guilt overwhelms me,
Though no one can see,
It's killing me inside,
I just want to run and hide,
Screaming inside my head,
I would be better off dead,
I can't stand the thought of losing you,
I love you more than either of us knew.

Caught in the way things used to be,
Your beautiful eyes still cannot see,
My feelings that are oh so true,
I wanted to give my heart to you,
Thought that time would change,
But your feelings are still the same,
Up high on a pedestal she will stay,
Untill the day that you find away,
To finally learn to let go of the past,
And find a new love that will last,
When that day and time arrives,
And there are no more lies,
Maybe I can give my heart to you,
And love you like I have waited so long to do,
Promises to you I will not make,
Don't let there be no mistake,
For when that day comes,
If to your love I do not succumb,
You have waited to long,
And to another my heart belongs.