Yep its normal..Your not attracted to him...Cuz hes nice..

Until the End by breaking benjamin

I want to reach out and grab ya...Bet you heard that one...

You know, I should manage my money better..but its boring, i don't have enough of it and im kind of lazy. But to let unregulated bankers, schemes without actual monetary value to get out of hand like it did. Damm, That just aint right.. /off soapbox

Leaders of industry American democracy, bleeding the brother robbing one another.

They all saw it coming, a chain reaction, financial destruction, they just let it happen.

Turning of the cheek exploiting the weakest link greed took it away, bankrupting the USA.

700 billion dollar bailout plan I can't fricking understand and millions of arm palms extended.

Not accountable for the actions that they take that's what they think, anarchistic equation.

Now in a recession, excuses my aggression, but they fricking stole from me, they should be dying.

Mad as hell and sick of the $hit it's time to quit take control get it back and knock off all the lying.

It was that way cause of all the fires here in north texas..but yes, the fuul moon has an effect on me..

Ahhh...thanks..

In my time I have seen the rise and the fall
I have taken leaps of faith with my head up standing tall
goodbye lover you were my bestest of friend
so ill be moving on maybe ill see you in the end
if i get to heaven I will send an angel of your own
to bad our happy place was never made a home
Maybe there is somewhere else that I am suppose to be
I'm letting go Its time for us to be free

your my memories and a part of who i have become
thanks for the special times lord knows we could use more of them
Best wishes to you I hope you a wonderful life
we cut our ties and now I'm off starting on my old new life
keeping my options open never know what I might find
cause its a big world if you got the patience to take the time

I love my corporate job
Is it Monday yet?
I should go in early
Try to get ahead
Maybe I will get a raise
Maybe even 50 cent
I got health insurance
and dental benefit

I live in a giant house
I’m a salve to it
If I work a lifetime
I can pay for it
In my golden years
I will have it made
As long as there is money in my 401k

You told me about honesty……but that’s not what you sold me
You put me on a pedestal………and then you broke me
You said your heart was gold………but then you crushed me
You said till the end of time………… but then you lied

Go on and tell me how you feel inside … and whatever you do,
Don’t tell me another lie. My soul is not week
My heart you don’t need to sooth…just go ahead and tell me
The wicked truth

Your words have hurt me, your lips are a smoking gun.
Keep pushing into my head….now you got me on the run
I have lost myself and baby, your to blame..
I always believe in love…… I just can’t stand the pain

Go on and tell me how you feel inside …..and whatever you do,
Don’t tell me another lie. My soul is not week
My heart you don’t need to sooth…just go ahead and tell me
The wicked truth

LOL, we talked for an hour at least, right?

wow..too cool! My latest one is on my space. /johnny$lapp. I hope that wasn't spamming? You know, I do all these songs by myself in my bedroom studio. I put em out there cuz if i didn't, well then i would just be some guy playing with myself, right? lol I never had one person say anything to me. You are the first. All my stuff is free to download. I guess i do it cause i have too..but thank you. The new one is called "My Dying Day" i may put it on soudclick soon though, kinda bluesy, i guess..lol
Ainjel, you made my day!..

I don't get very many "hits". Thats so cool that you know.. baddass actually

The one and only....lol

Here in Denton the moon is full, blood red and just cool..I like reading all the good poets here. Sorry if I over posted. Didn't realize this site was so cool..

We are in the twilight, we are among the stars..
We travel through the midnight the universe is ours
We left behind the pollution, searching for a better place
It was our only solution, Now were lost in space

Intelligent life I think not, be judge on for what you done
A radiation wasteland and the enemy has won...has won


To suspend temporary the execution. The execution of a sentence upon relieve
To suspend temporary the sentence ordering pain or ill........reprieve

We are in the twilight, we are among the stars
We travel through the midnight the universe is ours
We left behind the pollution, searching for a better place
It was our only solution, Now were lost in space

Moondust, moondust moondust....(ECT)

We are in the twilight

My name is Johnny and most women tell me no way!
But every John is a player and every dog will have his day.
I told her I was single and that I would be around.
After I penetrated her...I was no where to be found.
She saw me out with my wife, she knew I was full of crap.
She decided to confront me, she just would not shut her trap
I said my name is Johnny! with a back hand I gave her Slapp.
She called me an asshole and said her brother gots her back.
Her brother was a marine and he did three tours in Iraq.
Trained to kill, break necks and im no match for that.
The day I met him was the day I got my ass kicked!
A world of pain was mine.. the day that I lost my pride.
I guess I had it coming and Im lucky to be alive.....

It was the day I met the alligator he tried to swallow me alive.
It was the day I fled, the path I led, to get out from inside.
I just opened up them choppers and took a look around.
but before I damm well knew it, them bones came crushing down.
He was so violent and I was just his pray. It was the end of life as I knew it....
Yet it was just another day....

Now im standing nose deep in quicksand with nothing left to say.
This sandy pit will most likely be my unmarked grave.
Yet its just another day....

Johnny $lapp

She invited you to her party she practically gave you the key
You couldn't make it happen so maybe it was not meant to be.
What are you trying to do? it shows up with your attitude
You cant score with the laddies, maybe your born to lose

So now you ask advice for a favor
How can it come to me?
I will tell you what i would do if you were like me and I was like you
I would have............

Excused myself to her restroom
Searched the trash recycle bin
Find her soiled feminine napkin
Pull out my penis and rub it in

On a makeshift porcelain alter
I pull my knife to blend our blood...

A magic spell is spoken on her soiled stain
she can't resist me but now she feels my pain

What are you trying to prove it shows up in your attitude
You cant score with the laddies..A magic spell is spoken for you...

Once was a man who lived to be free
Self efficient the way a man should be
Developers expand across the country
clearing the land a metro monopoly

Freedom is replaced with cooperate slavery
The man embraces science and technology


He learns how things tick and what is to be
He forms a company with a manufacturing facility
he spreads the knowledge and is known worldwide
with a product embedded with a code to make it die

He makes the chips that feed the machines
they become the electronics inside of everything


I write the code....that infects the machine
embedded with code to cause the chips to malfunction
embedded with code to cause global destruction
I just push this here button electronics everywhere...
no longer function ........ anarchy!

The man trained his whole life for this very day
To end the development and live a better way
Now economies are ruined and governments collapse
The man vanishes without a trace and has a good laugh.

He return's to his basic life to live free
now that he put a stop to the technology

nice..