You can say what's already been said.

You can say you love me.

You can say forever.

But you can't say that you'll never lie.

You can say you need me.

You can say you won't leave me.

But you can't say that i'll never cry.

I can say I love you, and say that i mean it too..

But that don't mean, i might not try.

There's more to the words than whats already said.

There's something in your heart that is already dead.

Maybe tommrow there won't be more sorrow.

But I don't think that will come true.

The tears I am crying shead for your dieing.

Will never be shead again.

I'm holding back emotion from unwanted devotion.

To the man i once knew.

How much more can I take, the stress is pushing me to the edge. This
pain is killing my soul. How much more can I take, this love for someone
is killing me. How much more can I take, this heart of mine is been
broke so many times, I don't know if I can love again. How much more can
I take, this life of mine is killing my dreams. How much more can I take
of this?

Is it real, or is it just fake? Some people just say it to be heard,
some say it just to get something, and others say it bec' they mean it.
Why can't people believe me when i say it? I feel hard for this guy, but
he only knows that i like him, he doesn't know that i dream and think
about him 24-7. It hurts to keep it all bottled up, and i don't know
waht to say to him.

I am tryign ot figure out where i belong in this world.. my heart is
turnign inside out, because i don't know who to love and who not to
love... my head feels like it's goign to explode... i just want to break
down and cry for no reason..no reason at all... if my best friends don't
understand me then who will... i just want to be held... by someone
anyone... i just want to cry.. i'm so confused that all i want to do is
break down and cry.. or break down and try to commit suicide and no one
ever knowing that i am dead or alive..

to the people that read this... i realy wish you could be ther for me..
and understand that when i wake up everyday.....i think that it's all t
he same bec' every day i get ethier ingored... laughed at..or pushed
around.. i don't want to life a life like this anymore..
someone...anyone please help me understand me...anyone...

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OR IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU WILL GET KISSED AND BE TOLD THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!!
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Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so
much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love
you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts
& yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to
boys?!!!!!....Get off the d*** fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U
dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in
tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min [They meet at a nearby park, they both
hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away) [They both go back home. And erika begins
to read tha letter he gave her]

It says..... Erika, U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this
would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much
i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you
so much, u are my b**** and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about
you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no
clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know
that i hate you b****, u never did tha right thing, and u were never
there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i
never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss
kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I
will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want
you to remember that. B**** u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last
thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon
b****.... Goodbye - Kyle [ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in
tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then
she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling? Girl: i just cant believe this happend i
thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to
tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok [She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might
read it, so i switched a few words... Hate = Love Never = Alwayz B**** =
Baby Will not= will ........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because
i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i
wanted u to run away with me... -Kyle] Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does
love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I
cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on...... [Breaking news] "An airplane has
crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for
Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was
flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..."
Reporter says. [ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills
herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to
Live for... ] ....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It
was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I
called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u
one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if
u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i
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Look me in the eye, don't walk away
Say all the things you want to say
Don't lie to me,
don't pretend to be interested in me,
the person I have to be
the girl outside
is so much stronger
than the girl inside that can't hold on much longer
the girl outside is just a fake
inside, I'm about to break
I'm so weak inside but it'll never show
only reflected in the scars, I know
everyone's telling me don't do this and don't do that
I need to break apart from this image I've made that everyone sees
and I just need someone to believe that I can overcome these things
that drag me down and make me want to die
so now the only question is, is this really goodbye?

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.