Is it real, or is it just fake? Some people just say it to be heard,
some say it just to get something, and others say it bec' they mean it.
Why can't people believe me when i say it? I feel hard for this guy, but
he only knows that i like him, he doesn't know that i dream and think
about him 24-7. It hurts to keep it all bottled up, and i don't know
waht to say to him.

angel..i know your pain..been there, done that..and it hurts..i fell for
this guy too that i met on line a year ago..never even met him in
person..we would just talk on here and the phone..i fell deep for
him..turns out he didnt like me the way i did for him..sucked..still
does..but i still love him in my heart and him or noone can take that
away..as they say, the one u love, theres no quarntee they will love u
back..so..hang in there and u will be fine."one day at a time"..thats
what i did.....

i fell both of you man... gahhhhhh... i need to go work out and get some
of this stress off my back...