Honestly, a lot.

I'd like to be good at everything I do, to never be insecure.
I'd like to tell my dad off, to get him to stop hurting our family. I'd like to feel free to express myself, and not fear physical retaliation from the ones I love.

I'd like to write, draw, and read all the time. I'd like to keep learning forever, and never stop growing a sa person.

But I am only, human, with multiple fears and aspirations, stigmas and uncertainties. I know all I want to try may never happen in my lifetime. I';m just looking for a personal peace within myself. That is my unreal fantasy. That is what I dream of.


That, and a lot of kinky ****. Too much fun to be had, too many shy people who I'm not sure what to do with. But that is life.