For all those who have been through so much pain trials and tribulations that it's changed you to become someone else better than you have ever been. Never to return to the person you were. Never to give up your dreams again. To be so lost and blind and now to finally have spirituality and love for God or a higher power of your understanding. To be what you thought you could never dream to be. To have the confidence in that. Love, live, be happy, forgive and learn to trust again. This is for you.

"Casting crowns: And Now my lifesong sings."

I once was lost, but now I'm found
I once was lost, but now I'm found
So far away, but I'm home now
I once was lost, but now I'm found
And now my lifesong sings

I once was blind, but now I see
I once was blind, but now I see
I don't know how, but when He touched me
I once was blind, but now I see

And now my lifesong sings
And now my lifesong sings
And now my lifesong sings

I once was dead, but now I live
I once was dead, but now I live
Now my life to You I give
Now my life to You I give
Now my life to You I give

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Let my lifesong sing to You

I try not to have any expectations on anybody. Mostly when i'm dating. Expectations are premeditated resentments.

Yes. It's like going out in the middle of the lake to save them when they are drowning. If you try to save them they can take you down with them. Have to stick to your beliefs, your faith. Must be careful.

Just be a friend. Take care of your side of the street. If they don't get the picture that's not your issue.

I quit in Sept. woohoo. No more smelling like an ashtray, spending unecessary money, coughing up flem every morning, jonesn on airplanes, car smelling like an ashtray, people judging you cause you smoke, Doc telling me I need to quit smoking, Family saying i should quit, trying to find a place to smoke when I'm not home, Taking time out at work to smoke, Going outside in -10 to smoke, House not smelling like a cig, Sense of smell being depleted, Poor circulation, lung funtion sucks, Immune system sucks, shortness of breath, wheezing, sinus congestion, risk of heart and lung disease, cancer, whew the list goes on and on.

Oh No I don't have one.

Say to me, "Dave my friend I have this new office building and I want YOU to do the electrical installation on it. I appreciate you and know your work is awesome. I am willing to pay you whatever you need to get the job done."

Good-night Have a great eve.

tru dat

With every relationship comes a new lesson a new trial possibly, and a new experience that we have never be through. All of that means growth.

No I believe if we aren't with him or her anymore than we haven't found him or her yet.

My plan is not to just grow old with the love of my life but grey as well.

Angel? Are you ok or do you mean in general?

Spiritual death. I don't want to go back to having no morals, helping no one, self-centeredness, ahh the list goes on and on. I'm so grateful to be alive. Grateful for my daughter. I'm grateful for awareness, for what I have learned through pain. The fact that I can actually be good for someone and a very good productive member of society. Thank you God

Amen to that. wow!

If it's true

Fear of some sort grips everyone.
What fear is gripping you?

I believe I am now. I don't believe I was. it's funny how we change in pain and suffering. Although i can be hard to reel in.

Of course Jesus is alive. Although I did not start a debate. I'm not saying I was right about it, and I have no problem in saying I was wrong. I am human. Beauty sometimes we say things that we regret. Sometimes we say things about something we don't understand. I'm not here to kick anyone when they are down. I also don't intend to control a situation that in the long run i have no control over after it is too late. I already said it. The truth is that while no I was not the witness I should have been I'm not going to give my testiomony to people who may or may not easily recieve it. My testimony says that I am saved those who want to know hear me say this and can ask. Thank God I've been given some sanity after recovery. Plus I just wanted to know where people really want to live??

Go through difficult times and see who sticks around and if they call!

I want to eat.