I was blacked out drunk when i wrote it. I've read it aloud and have had some pretty strange reactions. I don't remember writing it, i feel it has a purpose. idk lmfao thx

Idk if i could open my mind more. I know alot about the supernatural world. Theres natural flowing intelligence flowing through us all. I've tapped into that intelligence through meditation, drugs, and just out of the blue moodswings. I've lived a haunted life and i've seen/met evils of this world. The unseen but felt. Its taking some harmonic vibrations and prayer to get right with the world. I still don't know if i beleive in the all seeing center of creation as God the father, but i do KNOW that there are two cosmic opposing forces. I'm just curious as to where i belong in this everchanging life. I feel caught in the middle of a yinyang sign. i'm like gray, lmfao. Anybody up for a discussion?

In the midst of the Abyss, I walk a fine line between dreams, reality, and illusionary mists. I walk this fine line eyes closed, mind open, senses aware.
In the midst of the Void, dark, hollow, and destroyed. I emerged...
Bright in brilliance, drunk off defiance, addicted to reason, allergic to depression, tormented by treason my heartbeats no longer sticken, no more worries just patience..FINALLY, this chaos makes sense. I walk this fine line eyes closed, mind open, senses aware... finally lord i do care. .... :) (if only you knew why this was written)