joined yesterday

whatever she wants

drill instructor

coasters

math teacher

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3YcCRrgfzY

Just a sweet little song

shadows have shadows by Eyedea







I stand alone
Burned every bridge over the troubled water
No longer hiding from my personality disorder
A stronger tide is coming, I've been running
trying to function fine with out my mind
climbing out this ****ing corner
I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals
A forgotten rebel craft in the absence of heaven's heavy hands to develop an evident level of benevolence
so it's probably better I sold my soul to the devil

This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me
Don't pretend to understand none of the issues that I'm holding
I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts
Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear
that I might go nuts this year
If I don't slow up I'll see you on my way
One day this ****'ll kill me but I guess that it's OK
I've lost all faith in a world so full of hate
and I don't ****ing love music I just use it to escape

I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face
and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race
Everything takes its toll but there's no tolls I can take
I haven't yet found a good reason to be awake
Introducing the corroded bumps I hide behind my smile
I'm angry at the universe for the way she treats me now

And keeps me down,

stealing all my energy
I'm feeling like my enemy,
concealing my identity Not dealing with my tendencies,
I peel the skin and then I squeeze
The real imprinted hand cause he's
not human in this century,
I'm kneeling to the entity
Who built this penitentiary,
as filthy as a centipede
And guilt was in his sense cause he was willing to just let me bleed, While I wore a game face

In 10 years don't check for me I'll be in the same place
This planet's just an over-populated mental hospital
Each zombie walk around constitutes another obstacle
So here it is I'm finally coming out my shell
All 19 years of my life have been in conflict with myself
I'm insecure by every facet of my existence
From my addictions, to the condition I choose to live in

Who you kidding?
I suffer from excess anxiety
A product of pollution in American society
Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind
and I no longer have an ego I can hide behind

but I've been trying disregarding my insanity
Every form of art isolates me from humanity
But it's provoked against being force fed
so **** education for a decade and 3 years
of headaches from my peers

Cause now I realize I could have learned more on my own
They taught me how to know everything except my soul
Which is everything I need to grow
Everything that keeps me whole
Everything that ever meant anything to Eyedea

So I leave with golden hopes
to rip the leash that holds my focus
but the fact remains the same, I'm still bound by chains
It doesn't matter if your chain is 10 ft or 100 ft
The fact remains the same, you're still bound by chains
Some people say I've changed, and it's harder to relate to me
Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe

I'm peeling the mask back and
revealing the rap that's been
Feeling my organs drilling short distorted portions
of morbid acid keeps the torture unfortunately crafted
interests to orbit my portrait and inflict my image with disorder
The minutes get shorter, the walls start to close in
Feels like the brain is hanging on by one clothes pin
I've hidden in the darkness for too long
I make it look all right but on the inside it's all wrong
I want life to change but I don't know if it can
for a man or machine or whatever the **** I am

I stand alone burned every bridge over the trouble water
No longer hiding from my personality disorder
You want to dine in my life?
then come and stay in madness' favorite little corner

Cause even shadows have shadows
and my secrets are eating me eagerly feeding away
I scream in my dreams away but they keep on defeating me
Even Shadows have Shadows
Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor
Who murdered his childhood to stop the audience's laughter
Even Shadows have Shadows
How am I to break free from my fears
When I don't like what I see and I can't feel what I hear
Even Shadows have Shadows
So don't judge my book by it's cover
Cause my story's just ****ed up as any other

Skip town Aesop Rock

Hey sister sister! Hey mister mister on the radio. That way you move ain't fair you know.

please shoot me

I'd like to vote the girl above me a 12

6 I guess. I'm not gay so I can't really tell

I don't know. Am I?

I just look them straight in the face and tell them I'm a scienctolgist. Gets them every time

If god wasn't faith based and he actually manifested himself

Christopher

Five easy pieces

Didn't they already try this with that piece of **** 90s movie? What makes you think this will be different?

sayonara zetsubo sensi

http://youtu.be/sz_4RopOzVk

Despair! Picking between animes has left me in despair!!

Either Jacobs ladder or the shining

Favorite books: Walden by Thoreau/ the stranger by Camus/ Swanns way by Proust

Favorite genre: I don't know I tend to read classics

I'm currently reading Nietzsches gay science/ Ovids metamorphis/ and within a budding grove by Proust