Back in 2000 , I met a man named Marc , who was originally from New Zealand . My son ( who has autism ) , could not get decent services there in Kansas City where I was , so My kids & I had to come back to Arizona . At that point ( and its "my" fault ) , I left Marc behind in Kansas , even though he wanted to follow us down here . I had a change of heart soon after returning to Az , but Marc cut me off completely ( I deserved that one , I admit it ! ) But , for 8 long years now , I have been trying to find Marc , but to no avail . . . seems he has just disapeared . Marc was a paramedic in Topeka , Kansas , I believe his last name was "Gorton" ( like the fish sticks - is what he told me about his name )!He would be around 39 or 40 by now . I have already tried contacting the company he used to work for , but they never responded ! Does anyone have any suggestions ? I really do not have the funds for these pay-sites , and I know he may be married , etc. by now , but I want to make at least one thing right in my life , by telling Marc face-to-face . . . that I am sorry I hurt him so deeply ! And there are also a few other things I feel I need to explain to him ! I don't want to spend the rest of my life carrying this guilt inside me ! If anyone can help me , in "any" way , as far as suggestions of where else to look , I would appriciate it . . . thank You !!!

You ever been in love with someone you been searching for for 8 long years ? I lost contact with someone I knew back in Kansas in 2000 , he was originally from New Zealand , and was a paramedic in Olathe , Kansas ! My son (who has autism) , couldn't get decent services in Kansas , so I had to come back to Arizona . Marc (the guy I M lookin for ) , wanted to follow me back down here . I pushed him away . . . and lost contact with him after I got back here , but he closed himself off to me :-( I been looking for him ever since :-( How do you find someone after so long ? I wont give up !BTW . . . "Kiwi" is a term for an individual from New Zealand , and he was my kiwi . . . and I miss him :-(