What is this I feel? This overwhelming feeling? It is anger, hatred, rage, helplessness, hopelessness, loneliness. I do not know how to fix myself. I want to be normal but I cannot. I cannot be anything good. I want to be loved like every one else does. Like every one else IS. But I do not think I can. This feeling of dread, my hope lost, my heart gone. I do not know what to do. How can I remove it? These tears, these tears, I cannot hold them back. Though you may laugh, they are all I have. My thoughts ate my own, all mine, all alone. But the only thought now is WHY? Why do I feel the way I do? It is a curse, it must be. I feel like a ship lost in a storm. I cannot see the horizon, I cannot see my way. I love this world, but it hates me. How do I make it accept me? I am alone, completely ALONE...

Anyone who's lonely may read this and know they're not alone in feeling lonely