lol, thats a BIG word. x

you have lost so much, too much for a young girl.You know deep down that getting pregnant will not fix things.He will not suddenly love you again, he will be wracked with giult for being stupid enough to put himself and you in this position yet again.It will ruin any chance of a proper relationship. If you really care for each other, step out of his arena and get some space between you. You are young and have plenty of time to find yourself and heal.you are just there for him when he needs you and you are just clinging to a false hope, please, stop.You are just setting yourself up for utter misery.xxx