you are a beautiful woman and it isn't you it has to do with the people we choose to have around us and it is to bad that most people never realize how wonderful the person is that we are with or seeing and most people believe they can do better some where else me on the other hand I seem to find all the wrong women that are selfish and only care about themselfs we can only be who we are and hope someone will actually love us for who we are so do not put yourself down sooner or later we will have the person in are lives we deserve so keep that beautiful smile and enjoy your kids and your grand baby you are a lucky woman so enjoy every minute of your life since we do not know what the lord has for us tomorrow.