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derenda ...that is a beautiful name. very different And yes you are very welcome here
Thank you. My grandson is here now so maybe I can chat with you all sometime tomorrow.

Thanks Betty. I'm glad I am welcomed.

My name is Derenda

Hi, I lost my mom in January of 2007 and my husband a month later. My husband was my best friend, my soul mate. We were married 32 years. I found him in bed dead. He had a massive heart attack. He was only 52 years old. It has been so hard for me to keep going. I miss him so much everyday. It's so hard not to cry everytime I think about him. I have dated some but I keep comparing the guys with my husband. Not a good thing to do. I know the hurt will get easier but it's hard to believe that right now.