Trust is very hard to get back, when a guy has done you wrong. Especially, if it's the same guy wanting your trust all over again. Not sure if you will ever be able to trust him, once trust is lost. A new guy could gain more trust from you, as he hasn't had a chance to show you he can't be faithful. As we all know, people put on facades. If he's cheated on you, then I reckon you could be friends with him again, but be in a relationship with him? Slim chance because he sleeps with others. You both physically fight, too, during arguements. That sounds quite volatile and violent at best. You don't want to be with a guy who beats you just because you argue about something. Though, YOU also need to stop hitting HIM in any arguement, too. I actually am a bit surprised that him physically punching you, didn't force you to want to leave him. That it wasn't scary enough for you to decide to pack your bags and run to safety. I'd have left him, if he was some nutter wanting to show physically tough he was. Reminds me of my biological father. Good job my mum got away, and took me with her. Some situations need fleeing from, no matter how much you may love someone. Sometimes the ones closest to us, will hurt us the most, ironic, but I have been there ;)

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