I find that I'm more often to dwell on the fact that I'm lonely whenever I'm not actively doing anything. If I'm out bowling, working, doing something with friends, driving, whatever, I don;'t really think on it, and if I do then I'm like "no biggie, I'll find her someday." Once I'm down relaxing at the computer though, that's when it all comes down, and unfortunately at the moment I'm doing that more often than I really should, but that's another story.

But I feel ya. I don't want to come off as that desperate person either. When you face constant rejection though, or more often in my case send messages to people who don't respond even when they say they "always" respond, it does get tough. You shouldn't be despised over that though. I look to my friends. Friends don't dislike you, because if they did then they wouldn't be your friends. I dunno, I'm just rambling at this point, force of habit. My point: keep active to try and get your mind off it, and it'll seem like it happens sooner than not.

Without The Night ~ Winger

Watch the sun go down
It's just my luck again
I can hear the sound of your voice
Haunting me again

But just the sound is not enough
I try to wait but I'm not that tough
It's hard to do when I need you here
It seems like forever

Chorus:
Without the night
This would be so much easier
Without the night
Reminding me of the pain
Without the night
I could keep my heart from believing
I'll be fine without the night

I remember you used to way
How much you've been through
And laugh how easy the games we play
Can break your heart in two

All for love we've given up
You try to wait but you're not that tough
Too many times when you need me near
It seems like forever

Chorus:
Without the night
This would be so much easier
Without the night
Reminding me of the pain
Without the night
I could keep my heart from believing
I'll be fine without the night
Without the night.

Solo

All for love I've given up
I try to wait but I'm not that tough
Too many times when I need you here
It seems like forever

Chorus:
Without the night
This would be so much easier
Without the night
Reminding me of the pain
Without the night
I could keep my heart from believing
I'll be fine without the night

This would be so much easier
Reminding me of the pain
Without the night
Keep my heart from believing
I'll be fine without the night
Whoa, I'll be fine without the night.

Heck, I apologize even when I didn't really do anything wrong in the first place.

If I'm with close friends, I'm loud. Other than that, I'm rather quiet.

Chatspeak, childish pranks/jokes, disrespectful people, people who tell me to become a pimp, the list goes on but those are the major ones.

Eat, take a nap, sometimes do something semi-productive if I'm not too tired or stressed from work. Find something online to entertain me for hours on end, and... that's about it really.

I think I've seen all the movies mentioned. My personal favorites were Short Circuit, Feds, Ghostbusters, Robocop, and Beverly Hills Cop.