frigid-uptight

Im not sure, i only felt that way for about 5 mins. im just bored i suppose. if that makes sense.

<--- lil ms. sunshine

lol

You sit at your computer each and every day
yet you have the nerve to criticize everything i say
you spend your time leaving rude comments
you make me wanna vomit
stop being such a jealous witch
because this is my niche
stop throwing such a fit
you type your words like someone will actually care
yet your just a name on a screen to be fair
it almost makes me feel sorry for you
i mean afterall posting on poems is all you do.
you have no life
you probably spend your nights in your bedroom with a knife.
i would love to stay and watch you bleed
however some of us actually have lives we'd like to lead.

thank you, it means alot that someone else likes my poems. you are right they come directly from the heart. wouldnt have it any other way

okay strike that out. what i mean was....nvm lol u will neverrr get it.

i dont like being called woman but i like being called *****, what is wrong in that picture? haha, only if its like during sex haha

lol i love to write and i usually write from experience it helps to get my emotions out.

Smoke fills my damaged lungs
I remember back to when I was young
Now here I am respect shattered in your bed
I let u get into my head
And for what
The monster
That little voice begging taunting pleading desperately
Just one little hit holds the key
My head spins and im back in your room
This is m y reality now
I don’t know how
It got to be this way
I just tried to live my live day by day
To function
To be normal
To not be sick
But some habits we can never kick
The thing that hurts the most noone knows
I cant tell a soul
For their hope would be forever lost
And at wat cost
My need to get high?
To lie
An be someone in which noone can relp
God tell me why
Why am I sick did it have to be like this
Please let me sleep now an wake me with ur kiss
Forever ill live with u in eternal bliss

I remember it like it was yesterday
I stood at my window and watched you drive away
I tried to make it to the door I tried to tell u I love u more
But you were to caught up in your work to notice that your daughter needed you
Where were you all those nights I was alone
No one was home
No one would answer the phone
No one would tell me why
What did I do wrong
Why don’t u care
Its so wrong it isn’t fair
My friends had parents that showed up to their games
Im lucky if u remembered my name
But u and I are not the same
My daughter will never experience that pain
That pain that makes u insane
Even threw all the things uve done
Ur not like any other one
Even threw the nights of all the fights an all the cold creeping into my heart
I still love u
Why u say
Because your my dad an I love u n each an every way.

aw thanks

thank you thank you

Your voice sounds in my head in perfect harmony
I imagine you in my head, getting down on One Knee.
My mind flashes back to the first moment we met.
I Let you take my heart and soul in your hands
And that I will never regret
You have opened my mind up to a new and exciting world.
A sober place
No longer an empty space
Somewhere in which I can be myself
Where I can let my thoughts float around
And in your head their found
I love you and I will always be true
Your one of the good few
Ill take u in my arms an rescue you
And forever we will live in eternal bliss
Just you and me ended with one single kiss.

How do you know that I will stand by your side?
How do I know that you will not run and hide?
How do we know tomorrow we will be alive?
How do you know the sky is blue?
How do I know your feelings are true?
How do we know when this will be through.
You know by the way I Look at you.
I know because it always feels new.
We know because it hasn’t yet fell through.

Do you know what I see when I look at you?
I see intelligence and passion and fire
All of those qualities I have to admire
But there is one thing that worries me.
I can tell your scared you see.
I don’t think you know how to be yourself.
I think you bottle your feelings up and put them on a shelf
Your afraid to love someone on your own.
Your afraid to make it known.
You cannot tell me you feel nothing when you touch my hand
Atleast let me know where we stand.
Tell me that you feel it too.
That you never want to leave.
No matter what I do.
Hold me close and close your eyes.
For I now see past your disguise.

I can do everything on my own
I have absolutely no problem being alone
I don’t need you to make me feel good
Although it is very possible that you could.
You make me laugh
You make me smile
I think every moment with you is worthwhile
Your smart and funny and sweet.
You make my heart beat fast and my body overheat.
I don’t NEED you
But I want to.
Just me and you.
I want you to know what I mean by looking into my eyes.
I want you to be able to catch me in every lie.
I want to capture your heart and leave it tied
But mainly I want you to want to be with me until the day that I die.

i was being sarcastic smart one

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