I see that you have gone private or suspended your account. In the off chance you check on your post's replies at some future time. I'll leave you this one with the hope you read it at the right time. "I want real love" is the best thing I've read on here all morning. thank you for that btw. I believe you, and I think you know what real love is .. you always have. I believe someone who knows real love can recognize it immediately in someone else. Its not something thats needed its in fact the only thing that can satisfy the love inside us. Its not for weak willed nor duplicitous people, they can't stand real love cause it won't allow them to lie to themselves. So you must be a fearless and powerful woman to even ask for real love. I can't give you love because I know you already have it living inside you. I don't need your love as I am inhabited by love already. In me you will find a tireless friend and an adventurer of the world. The rest is unwritten but filled with love.