Just remember Starryeyed. Fan dabby dosey and everything will be :)

is that something english say after having a good time?

it can be eaten just not swallowed all the way or biten

Nibbling is fine just take it easy on the biting...Well maybe on the neck. I lived in england and understand english accent. I think she just doesnt understand spanish :o

ouchy. No teeth please.

chorizo is like a spanish snousage

Oh is that what that thing is?! I thought it was a chorizo wth

wut the hell is a snousage?!

I find you normal. I think most people who would read your post have felt the same way at some point in life. And at some point in life depending on the individual one gains strength or just get plain ole sick and tired of living thier lives how they have been living in the past. I have a child I have to set an example for so Im finally a clean person. Not only that I find that being truely organized allows me to focus on the things that are important in live and allows me to balance my thoughts and emotions. I used to think I was nice and thru humility and maybe carma have become the gentleman I always wanted to be. Ive replaced my chase for wanting to be high off things with other habits and have become high on life. I still love love and love women and all of thier body parts ;) When things come up instead now I stick with it thru the end and give no expectations of when to end it. I love games just not drama games. I can play just as hard with my kid then a kid. Ive overcome many times being unhappy with my body and am in process of doing it again by eating right(no carbs low calorie) and excercising (cardio burning most of what I eat). Im gonna look hot again by summer :) Be happy with your self first. Find your brain balance and what works for you. Do what you have to do to work the laws of nature which is to replace habit with habits and make them good habits. You can do it. I believe in ya You are beautiful!