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Mon 06/09/08 08:05 PM
AFFECTWHAT

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Mon 06/09/08 06:52 PM
AND AGAIN, THANK EACH OF YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS, I COULD APPRECIATE NOTHING MORE, THANK YOU

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Mon 06/09/08 06:50 PM

:heart: sad :heart: sad :heart: sad :heart: sad :heart:
Hearts and tears you have shared and bared for all of us to see.
Though your baby was kept from seeing life on earth here.
GOD held him without him knowing any fear. Now both he and GOD stay close to you, forever near.
So you know,
They caress your face with each fallin tear.:cry: :heart:


Your words have touched my heart deeply, as I PRAY for both
of you to feel your unheld loves for each other.
You both walk as 'ONE' in this life!!!
To be seen and held in your next life.. :wink: :heart:
THANKS MAN, I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT

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Mon 06/09/08 06:48 PM

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

flowerforyou Blue, your Soul is in my prayers.

My nephew came to me again, about 20 years after his death; he said....

"Tell my family: Beloved ones, grieve no longer. For I am not with you. YOU are with me!"

And so, I did.
I USE TO HOPE FOR SUCH A THING, NOW ALL I DO IS SEARCH EVERY FACE TO SEE IF THERE COULD BE A PART OF HIM IN THEM. I KNOW IT'S A SILLY THING TO DO, BUT I DO IT ANYWAY

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Mon 06/09/08 05:52 PM
WHEN THE ONE YOU LOVE QUICKENS, BOTH, YOUR BREATH AS WELL AS YOUR HEART BEAT , EACH TIME YOU SEE THEM, THAT MY FRIEND, IS TRUE LOVE

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Mon 06/09/08 05:48 PM

If someone doesnt pick up the phone for over a month....do you keep calling?
why would someone call after that long?
UH-OH..........SOUNDS TO ME LIKE SOMEONE MAY HAVE STALKER ISSUES

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Sat 06/07/08 11:44 PM



BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN


thank you flowerforyou
You are very welcome
Now that I've read yours, will you read mine, and tell me what you think, from a writers standpoint, I value the input of others

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Sat 06/07/08 11:41 PM


BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN


thank you flowerforyou
You are very welcome

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Sat 06/07/08 11:17 PM


(((((Michael)))))) :cry: brokenheart

You could of warned me
before asking me to read it..sad


Very heart wrenching! flowerforyou

This touches close to home.
My nephews son died in the womb at 6 mo.
I buried his first pair of Justin ropers (cowboy boots)
with him in his little coffin. sad brokenheart
He never got his first pony I had already picked out for him.

Love & light:heart:
to anybody that has gone through this.


Baby, I'm truly sorry, I had no idea. My post was inspried by a gentlman who's name escapes me, but it hit so close to home that I haven't been able to think of anything else lately
I came up with this tribute to my son only this evening while driving down the hwy. And I already have another one in mind, but have to formulate to words so that they do him justice

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Sat 06/07/08 11:15 PM

(((((Michael)))))) :cry: brokenheart

You could of warned me
before asking me to read it..sad


Very heart wrenching! flowerforyou

This touches close to home.
My nephews son died in the womb at 6 mo.
I buried his first pair of Justin ropers (cowboy boots)
with him in his little coffin. sad brokenheart
He never got his first pony I had already picked out for him.

Love & light:heart:
to anybody that has gone through this.


Baby, I'm truly sorry, I had no idea. My post was inspried by a gentlman who's name escapes me, but it hit so close to home that I haven't been able to think of anything else lately

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Sat 06/07/08 11:09 PM
BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN

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Sat 06/07/08 10:56 PM
Thank all of you for your kind words. Even though it has been a few years, the anguish never truly goes away. And the feeling of helplessness merely gets deeper.

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Sat 06/07/08 10:10 PM
My son never saw the light of day,
His little nose never wrinkled at the scent of fresh cut hay.
I never got to see, the twinkle in his eye,
Till years later, while gazing into a star filled night sky.
My boy will never grow into the man he could be,
But I see him, I see him, if only distantly.
My son never saw in my eyes an adoring look,
I never got to read to him from his favorite book.
He lives within my heart to this very day,
I sometimes hear his faint whisper, Daddy, Daddy, it's okay.
My son will never know the love of a wife,
He will never bear children, nor give my grandchildren life.
Though he is gone, I see him everyday,
From my memories, he will never fade away.
My boy will never feel the warmth of the sun,
He will never howl at the moon, as his father had once done.
So very many things he will never see or do,
And if you catch me staring, it may be him, that I see in you
My son's heart beats within my very chest,
It is while thinking of him, I am at my best.
Although he is gone, I yet remain
And it is the love of his father's father that keeps me sane
My son will never hear the sweet sound of a well played horn
Because you see, My son, My son, My son, was stillborn.

This was inspired by a previous post. And just as the meaning of these words hold true, my son still lives within me.

I would like to thank those of you who have taken the time to read these words. And it is my hopes that my words have touched your hearts. For those of you who have lost a loved one, I hope these simple words have brought back fond loving memories of those whom you have lost. May God Bless Each Of Us


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Wed 05/28/08 11:08 PM
CAPT. MORGAN'S........PRIVATE STOCK.....ON THE ROCKS

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Tue 05/27/08 12:57 AM
each day brings with it new challenges, conquer them as they present themslves...........kudos to you, you.ve a grerat attitudeflowerforyou

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Fri 05/23/08 11:14 PM

are you bullet proof also bigsmile
ONLY WHEN I'M TEN FOOT TALLlaugh

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Fri 05/23/08 09:56 PM

Very nice...is that from Van Helsing?
GOOD GUESS, AND, GOOD SHOW

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Fri 05/23/08 03:02 PM
COULD BE THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO AND AREN'T SURE OF WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING FOR, OR ATlaugh

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Fri 05/23/08 02:43 PM


I write as if I cannot shut up
The words threatening to drown my very soul
And so I write as if I cannot shut up
My voice as always is silent, so few truly hear it
Yet my words, my simple words speak volumes
Reaching out from the screen and grabbing onto your very core
Every word emits a feeling, sometimes its raw, full of pain
Others its soft, gentle full of love
Always a message to impart, an urge to be heard
And so I write as if I cannot shut up
Yet nary a word slips past my lips
The silent poet, quietly she sits, writing as if she cannot shut up

THATS GOOD, I LIKE THAT

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Fri 05/23/08 02:33 PM


BORED IN DES MOINES


bored in ottumwa des moines has to be more exciting
BUT I SHANT BE HERE MUCH LONGER, ON MY WAY TO SEATTLE