Well, YEA, that's a pizza advertisement on tv right now. You must have stored that info away in your subconscious. He He

Well you've certainly got a point there! Hmmm, I think I'll bring back Hitler so he can suffer in some prison cell!!

Your kitties are in Kitty Heaven chasing mice and getting crazy on catnip. And they can go potty WHERE EVER they darn well please!

STOP! Do not do anything else! Do not start dating! Do not waste time on ANYTHING else except getting yourself together so that you can take care of your child the way he deserves to be taken care of. And the ONLY way to do that is to take care of YOU! You need to be seeing a counselor, you need some support whether family, community, friends etc.
I think you are in danger of being overwhelmed and that can have disastrous repercussions for you and your child.
You are not at a time in your life to be starting a new relationship. Go get some help and get whole first. A friend.

Please, please, please do NOT post a picture without your shirt! It looks like you are a porn star not a nice guy. I know you men are "visual" but women are not. So, please, a nice shirt, okay?