Wanna help me find some between 19-23 that are between athletic-a few extra pounds???

apparently not on here lol

Is there such a guy out there???

Because I am lost spiritually and morally... no one has an answer and I can't find one...or maybe I just don't like the answers I get...

Thanks! It's just scary. I really want to do the right thing. I can continue to reject my own thoughts, and feelings and somehow try and MAKE myself be attracted or live a celibate life and be happy in love. The problem is that being happy isn't always right. I just wish the answer would jump out at me haha. It would make life so much easier. Not to mention how hard it is going to be to find a guy who wants love and not sex! Lol

And then there is always the if you have to ask if it is wrong, then it probably is. So many options, so many answers, so much to think about

Hey! I am a baptized member of the Church of Christ and attend a Christian University and have found that I have been given the test of my life (literally). I am severely struggling to find the right direction! I am attracted to the same sex. For me, everyone has their own beliefs and morals and values and that is okay, I wish that I could change it, but I can't. Based on the way I was raised and rejection (intentional and unintentional) from all male role models in my life I yearn for love and acceptance from men (I have been going to counseling and this is where I am so far). I don't want sex, I just want love. I lack the manhood in my life.

My POINT is....

As a Christian what would you do? Imagine that whatever gender you are attracted to was wrong. Imagine trying to change what you are attracted to, changing the pleasure center of the brain, the chemicals that cause arousal, everything. It SUCKS.

What if I found a man that was also Christian, didn't want to have sex, just wanted someone to love also. No marriage, no sex. Just a life partner. How would this line up in your interpretation of what is BIBLICALLY acceptable?

Looking for an honest, sincere, empathic answer...