When the time came I started to cry,
As a word was whispered, 'suicide',
Not the answer... not the way out,
I could do nothing but scream and shout,
"Which way to turn,
To live or die,
Where can I hide,
I wish not to face another day"

So now I lay down and pray my first pray,
As I begin to shutter,
I utter, 'good bye',
Good-bye, mom
Good-bye dawn,
I just couldn't figure out the things in my head,

I will not miss the human race,
To the cops this will be, just another case,
And I will be a forgoten face,
So long world,
I am now free to be whatever I wish to be,

But now I see their crying faces,
I have made a grave mistake,
That has changed eveyones fate,
"Why did I do it?" I ask myself,
How can I cause them such great pain?

I am lucky as you see,
The sleep did not over power me!

Spokane here...lookin for a female to lick. lol